..dA NeW kId On Da bLoCK..

2005-05-17T13:01:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Closin down the blogspot...Moved to http://theurbana-list.blogspot.com/ . Please take note of the changes...Thank you.

2005-04-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

This song explain it all...

"Breathe"
(feat. Sean Paul)

[Sean Paul]
Sean Paul and Blu Cantrell
Remix that gona make ya head swell yo
Yo hey yo yo hey yo

So what's that supposed to be about baby
Gall free up ya vibe and stop actin crazy
Reminisce 'pon all the good times daily
Why you try pull that got me actin shady

What's that supposed to be about baby
Gall free up ya vibe and stop actin crazy
Sean-a-paul u'll give ya the good lovin daily
Now you try and pull that got me actin shady

[Blu]

You say you love me, say you love me
But you’re never there for me, yeah, mmm... hmm...
You’ll be cryin’, slowly dyin’
When I decide to leave, oh, oh

All we do is make up
Then break up
Why don’t we wake up
And see

When love hurts
It won’t work
Maybe we need some time alone
We need to let it breathe

Breathe
Breathe
Breathe

[Sean]

So what's that supposed to be about baby
Gall free up ya vibe and stop actin crazy
Reminisce 'pon all the good times daily
Why you try pull that got me actin shady

[Blu]

You’re only lonely when your homey
Ain’t got a ride or no loot, yeah, uh-huh
Then comes the drama
Some other girl is claimin’ she’s goin’ out with you,

Hmm... hmm...

All we do is make up
Then break up
Why don’t we wake up
And see

When love hurts
It won’t work
Maybe we need some time alone
We need to let it breathe

Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe (Uh... huh...)
Breathe

[sean]

So what's that supposed to be about baby
Gall free up ya vibe and stop actin crazy
Shady shady shady shady

Dutty yea
My girl for the fourth time
Let me make it very clear to you
Your very dear to me
And honor of me
Share to you
Me not unfair to you
Who would u want
For real you make me know and
I will be there for you
But me know I'm not a fear to you
Stand up like a man and not be there cuz I care for you
Long time tellin you
No other girl can compare to you
Woman if you leave me now
I'm gonna shed alot of tears for you
Say you want to breathe
I'm still not I'm exhalin'
Say you want to leave cuz this relationship failin'
Aint nobody say that it would be smooth sailin'
Girl I wanna know why your bailin'

So what's that supposed to be about baby
Gall free up ya vibe and stop actin crazy
Reminisce about all the good times daily
Why you try pull that got me actin shady shady baby baby

[Blu]

Maybe we need some time alone
So we can just breathe
Let it breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Let it breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Yeah yeah yeah yeah let it breathe yeah
Oh oh time to breathe yall...

2005-04-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

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A-list??? No honey.. More like a B-list slut.

Lemme surmarise the whole thing. On fridae after school when straight to esplanade. Oops! forget wrong day..Kiwak.I actuali took the wrong route and end up lost. Walking long route in a hot scorching day was a bitch. As i was walking towards the esplanade, i walk past the merlion thingy i saw a bloated dead cat in the river. Such an ugly sight. I felt sorry the the poor thing. But wut to do. i cant bring it back to life.I'm no god to do tat. So i continue walking. I'm supposed to meet ma frends at tunnel but end at the wrong tunnel.haha~ Saw sum dancer over there. Dun noe them. Dun care. When they saw me, they stop their music and start playing the song Lonely by Akon...Wut fuck. Mentang2 la org tgh sorng2...*hurmp* Continue walking till reach the tunnel. Over there saw ppl dress-up. How tacky..Saw two cute japanese guy~!haha..i was staring at em the whole time. Then they want to leave.i ask a excuse from ma frends to go off. After all we did nuthin there except for chillin there.hahaha. follow em to mrt. Wut a luck~! they are going west. haha. at mrt i was staring at em, then they caught me staring at em. Beuno...Then the abg in front of me notice the shinanigan..haha. Dun care. My problem. Then they went off at Clementi. Boo. Call me crazi. but i am not insane to follow em home. hehe. When to JE library.Pick up sum books and go home..

Then Sat went to bedok. Many guys there mistaken me fo sum pick-up gerl. May u burn in fucking hell. Slamat jln babi~Wait fo yana like bout 20 mins~! haha nvm...sabar.Walk2 there then go to chai chee. Make a lot of fuss there. then go kacau si pak bilal...haha. kacau dier rabak~ so fun! Then we go to blok 428 tak salah.. then saw dat pak bilal..Walao..Mcm jason from friday the 13th sak bdk tu. haha..Then we run away shouting khairul fo help..haha. The passerby look at us like wut sey. Wait till tat 'jason' gone then when to the CC relax there. SO nice fo so...hehe. There kacau the pak bilal...has..and bdk mat 'nerd' tu..Relax there till 7 like tat then go to yana's house. There we tok2 laugh2 mcm org gile mane..Then bout 9 i go home..

I got so mani ppl tat misunderstood ma real identity..My mom, ma frends and my own lil bro kuz..Haiz. such a sad world..

2005-03-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

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I watched the walls around me crumble.But its not like I won't build them up again.So here's your last chance for redemption..So take it while it lasts because it will end..And my tears are turning into time. I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye...

I think tis is the dead end fo me and ma life. The trust is lost and the luf has gone. I dunno how to put tis man. I be made a fool to trust you. And over and over I tried...yet over and over you lied....over and over I cried and I don't know why. Tunjuk muke frus. haha. Last time i was tis close to death. I was riding a bike, then got tis one fuckin car want to change route. The fuckin car when drove straight in front us without signaling and then the fuckin car keep changing the route and we almost ramm into a fucking lorry. Luckily he able to control his bike. Fuckity shit man. I was like wut the hell...Wut the problem wit tat car. _l_

Redo the whole dance move again..Ugh. i got tis one offer to join a dance club...$300 fo 12 lessons. Teach by the Cheryl from CCCrush, former group Cherry Chocolate Candy. I want to join to refresh ma dance steps. But the problem is is it on April and i dun tink i can make it becoz of skool. Ugh. I dun want the teacher go complain to ma mom again. Sux man. Why issit not in June. Now ma mom ask me to stop all tis dance and bboy thing. No man~ Nvm. I manage it maself. The bboys still not comfirm.Again.Ugh. Everybody is buzi these days..Nante?

April fool this Friday and i gonna fool everyone at Bedok.Haha watch out~! Especially P and H and S and R and many many more....! Whhaahha.We are so evil. I like it! Watch The Eye 10 todae. So funny sey the movie...haha.Funny and scary..Great combination.U guys shld try watch it. I tink i go pooling tis sat wit I...So long neva go..I want to go to 'L'...but no mood ah. Wuts on ma mind now is settle to S's problem without ppl kene hung and WT's problem. He own us sumting...Oyasumi minna~ ^^

2005-03-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

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Went bedok again last wed....mit 'yul' and her bro near bedok library then we go lek at the usual blok..Then i dunno yana say tat the pakcik tat juz now sit at the place look at me and shook his head~ Y? Do i look too wild fo ya? i dun give a damn...ahakz~ That we go buy buy ice cream and dirty the place. Ape lagi..berambus dari situ ah...We go the next blok and sit there. We tok2 bout our crew. Reali no idea wut to do bout the crew thing. Then decided to kacau hidir. But he neva reply ma sms...Then we kacau pak b...haha. Kesian dier kene irritate habis2. Then went back her house and then bout 8 her father send us home. Yana is staying over ma house~! Yeah~!

The next day we pratice our dance..But neve reali practice we irritate pak d again. Kaung3~ Want to kacau the woof woof F...she not at singapore now lakz. ahaha. Then at 7 we when to town. Go watch movie. Robots. Fuyoo~brutal habis critenye...The movie i rate 4/5. So cute and hilarious..Then after the movie we walk arnd town. Then i saw R and his geng. Alamak~! ba ong sak...Luckily he did not recognize me coz i curlz ma hair..But i tink he notice me ah...coz his frend saw me. Ugh~I pull yana to the other side. lost sight of them. Phew~! Let keep it tat way. But wut the use..I gonna see them tis Sat..i tink..Then reach home bout 12..Mabuk ah. I feel drunk. haha~

Todae practice again...At last we had done bout 1 min of the song. Quite easy ah we choreographed the dance move. We need to improve a few steps and we NEED bboys. Argh. We cant do the dance properly without em. Haiz... 1 min of the song finished...still need to complete 2.18 mins of the song left. Ugh. I sprained ma arm again coz i try to do the 'dropping' move thing. Still cannot do it. Then break, me and yana kacau pak d lagi...Wicked. Sabo him by saying tat khairul had stead wit jannah. Kuang3. Kesian sey him~! But i dun give a damn. Then finish practice dance lek2 jap, then go shower then go jp....walk2 then yana balik bedok and me, i go home. I tot i want to stay over her house but tomolo busy ah. Still got many things to do. Ugh. And now i trying to tink sum steps fo the dance. Help anyone???

"Rain on me."

2005-03-10T18:35:00.000+08:00

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Why must people always fight? We're hurt, so we hurt in return. We're killed, so we kill in return. It an endless repetition. What should i do? What would be best? Teme....

This wut i wanna speak up for the world:

Man's neva content wit wut he has, his existance results in countless deaths. Striving fo the basics of life; he comdemns thousands to death..I think tat is the way ppl think these days. They want to build a paradise but they killed others wit the same dream juz becoz of the comdemntion they had in life. You cant tell between good and evil here. People are fighting for their own redemntion. The sad waltz of life. Noone can end the cycle of sadness unless they end the hatred they had. War aint rite~

Wahahaa..I dun why i'm so serious bout w.a.r. It juz cum to ma mind. So i told maself, y not wrtie bout war todae since it practically happen everyday in this world. Well this is juz ma theory bout y ppl start a war. It inspire me by sum movie i watched. Sumtin bout war. Arent ppl sick of war. Killin countless of ppl. Mo yamete...mo jubun deshou?wawa~heeh....ppl shld think first wut they are doing b4 they regret later. It is always like this. Why ppl want to suffer both in Earth and Hell?Wut the point of livin? We hurt other by our very existence..Tats juz the way we live. We need to learn to forgive.. Need to realize tat existence is to be shared. Those whu presume to judge are mistaken. We are not here just to exist; but to find a strenght to co exist. It may start from sumting small, it may even seem impossible. But we must start from somewhere.We can do it..its not so hard if we try. Hope..has to be our legacy. Tat the positive way of having a dream, rite ayano? Maybe i shld start by concentrating ma studies and saving up money...hehe~ Am i being lame heer??? ^^"

"Onli fools are driven by greed.."

2005-03-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

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2005-03-06T12:18:00.000+08:00

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U~ wut the hell??!!

Went Bukit timah to eat there wit yul..When i was in the toilet i kene scold by the servant.Kiwak tol..Alamak ..the floor is alreadi wet rite?! Blind or wut? She was scolding me in sum kind of tamil-english slang shit for wetting the floor. Cibai siol...Eh u servant act like servant arh~ Ko gi rolling ngan bapak tiri nenek ko sua. Freaking diss man~ I complain to yul..haha...when the servant is gone, i go back to the toilet the wet the floor sum mo and waste the toilet paper...Screw u bitch~! No one mess wit us.. wakakas... Then bout 5 we go bedok...Walk arnd there..Then we realize got nuthin to do..

Went back to yul's house~ At there we discuss how to deal wit D's case..Yul was freaking piss wit him. D is not being straight-forward wit us..whahaha..i sound like we are going fo a fight or sumting. Hold up! dun get me wrong.I'm not going to settle tis in tat way. It will not do us any gd..After all the fight i've been through, it onli bring more kesialan up...wahahaha...Sum more D's gang is made up of ppl wit size of a sumo hippos...ahakz.. I havent seen his gang yet..onli one of his frend..and i can tell...Yul had seen them b4..Tis is ma first time to cum across wit such gang...wakakas~ we decided to sent him a letter..I hope tat settle it..Let us not get personal on wuts going on shall we....War aint right ^^

Didn't go home yeterday night but instead i sleep over at ma frend house. Wut the point of going home when there is nuthin to do? Juz dun give me more tension. At home i still got so many thing tat has to be done. Projects, homewerks, studies... I never reali give a heck bout them. Not since the day i cum step into sec 3...Dun noe wut the matter wit me but i noe distraction is the caused...So many distraction in ma life and i cant change tat. Juz hope i can pass ma end year exam and proceed to sec 4... blueek :p

Watch hauru no ugoku shiro last thursdae nite wit ma sis..She called me up said mit her at plaza singapura at 7. I give it 4/5 to the movie. Such a hilarious and funk-up story..Truly touching...hehe. I reali lurp it next to dare mo shiranai. All the ppl in the cinema was laughin non-stop every minute. If u want to noe wut the ppl are laughin at..go and watch it. I aint going to be a spoiler fo u. hehe. A must watch movie if u are a big fan of...u noe wut~ haha. I dun mind watching it over and over again..I'm lovin it~! Peace one love ya'll~

"Calcifer!"

2005-02-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

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Where is the luf???

Yana- Thank for being ma friend. We have known each other since we are two and I hope our friendship stay till eternity...Going through all the easy and hard times together. All the laughter and cries we share together. Toking shit till late at night. I tink i'm going to miss all that if this kind of condition still continue. But above of all u r the one! Urbansticks fo life~

Lisa- I must be a fool to haf u as a frend but i truly appreciate ur friendship. We haf known each other since young. You were there, wherever I go. You where there, when I am troubled. You where, there when I am hurt. But i guess time changed and people changed. Tat is fate. Gd luck wit ur life.

Lela- In three words. Beauty is evil. Thnx fo being ma 'big sis'. Maybe it is ur fault tat i becum like tis. haha. But i'll try to behave. I'll try to behave at skool. At home. Anywhere. Dun worry, I wont follow ur footsteps. haha. I was young tat time, still an idiot. So i dun noe wut u try to make me do tat time. And wut u had done tat time. Luckily ma momma lead me back to the rite track. I dun want tat history to repeat again. But above all, i truly respect ya. I enjoy all the fun times we had together. I gonna miss the time we used to tok nonsense b4 we got to bed whenever u stayed at ma house. I wanna thnx u fo everything. May God bless ur child. I miss u gerl...

Faisal- Thnk for helping me in tat fight last time. I REALLY wanna thnx ya fo tat. If you hadnt stop tat fight i dunnoe wut will happen between me and her. Even though we are not tat close but I lurp u bro~

Zakiah- You are ma BEST friend i ever HAD! Thnk fo all the advice u gave me. Thnx fo everything~! I truly miss ya gerl! Where ya at? I truly enjoy the time when we sabo ppl wit juwana and nafisah they all. All the notti stuff we did wit them.haha. I truly enjoy ur company. I reali dun noe how to repay ur kindness.

Hidir, irwan and gangs- U guys are sooo immature as far as i noe~ Realli no comment. U guys remind me of ma frends. Especially hidir... Aniway whu is tat guy wearing the grey tshirt trying to step mcm gangster???Fuck him.

Dini(ul) - Thnx fo tha ice kacang~ haha. I dun noe y still u cannot trust us. Since we onli known each other fo 4 weeks so i got no comment fo u. But u r a nice guy anyway. Too nice. But nice to meet ya.

Mr Sukamar & Mdm Ramlah- Thnk alot fo everything. I will cherish all ur advice. Thnx fo lettin me stay at ur house all tis while and oso thnx to ur family. I'm sorry if i did anything wronged while i stay at a ur house as a freeloader. I promised i wont lie anymore.

Beata- Thnx fo being ma partner in crime...err i mean ma frend.hehe. Ur ma so ever trustful friend i ever had. I reali enjoy the time i had wit ya. All the crazi times. I hope our friendship stays foreva. Thnx fo everything.

Ira- I'm sorry fo the incident happened 4 years ago. Although it is tat long but i still feel ur grudge agaisnt me whenever we meet. Juz wanna let u noe i'm not taking advantage of u. And I wanna tell u i'm actually sick and tired of ur attitude, trying to act innocent. Plz tell tat bitch tat i'm not competeting against her. I dun care animore.But i lurp u as a sis.

Bdk2 bawah blok -To all the kakak2 dan abg2 bawah blok...I haf a nice time toking wit yall and some....fight wit yall. U guys juz cum and go in ma life. Yeah~ we'll always be the "Bdk baru mane sey ni.Tak pernah nampak ah," haha. fuck it.

I want to thnx fo all ur support fo those i didnt mention. I'm veri sorri. For example like fareez, R, evelina and ma other family. Thnx u guys. I want to take tis oppurnity to thnx everyone tat i spent time wit together. All ma frends, ma ex's , ma fam, ma abgs, ma sis, ma motivaters and all the haters. Lurp u guys~

2005-02-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

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Waddup??? I juz made a new blog...share wit ma peep...ma new group---->[[urban sticks]] more like dancing group..lookin members from the eastside..Plz visit http://sticksnotdead.blogspot.com/ . Arigato minna.

2005-02-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

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Konnichi wa minna. ikitagaru jyounetsu ni...haha. Well actuali no...I dun feel tat now. I feel sick. Ouch~! I feel wronged. Despair. Guilty. Wutever..Kizutsuite mo tomaranai jounetsu o dakishimete..arregh..Nante? Mo iya dayo~! Firstly..I had lost someone's trust..Not exactly lost it..but hey, it not ma fault..You cant judge a book by it cover and u definitely cant judge me by my way of behaviour..U noe me since i was lil and u noe i wont do anything stupid to ur children. Even though u may tink ur children maybe be influenced by mua but haf u get into the lil head of urs wut ur children had done outside like in skool or wut-so-ever??? You cant blame me and u definitely not ur children. It not fair.

Many things could happened if a boy come to ur life.Good stuff or bad stuff. But wut happen if the guy of urs ruin ur relationship wit ur bestfriend? Trust will be lost, misunderstood will arise and a fight will be start. I hate those. Hidoi ne...That is wut i'm experiencing now and it is totally shitty. I cant do anything but just wish he wld fuck off. Kora usotsuki ga~! Y u have to lie to make urself u look good..I dun care if u haf a 'gd-looking' boys. I dun give a fuck even if ur guy lick ur step mom vagina~Argh...I'm like so diss off. Chill out amirah...chill. Kami-sama taskete ne.

I cant wait to imigrate to Japan. I want to leave all the bitter past behind. All the hindrance. But sadly i have to leave ma friends behind, yana, my dream of opening a shop called Oveletto wit Naz ^^, and i oso wld haf to leave ma fam behind if they dun want to imigrate wit me. Nani mo hoshikunai...i juz want ma life to be in the right track. Maybe god has plan for us. Hhaha. Speaking of Japan, ma sis is going to imigrate there fo a while..Suteki~! She got a job there as a teacher. argh~I want to go wit her but sadly i cant. I still need to complete ma O level here first. Ahakz...Demou..it is not comfirm yet. haiz. I really dun like ma sis tat much but shes alrite. The misery of life. Once i totally out of skool i want to go Ibiza and par-ty there. So many great clubbing there and oso a gd place to go fo a holidae. I'm going to get crunk there till i all puke..Eew..gross.haha. Idun care. I seriously cant help it coz i'm living in a urban lifestyle. Maybe wut i doing is a sin. hehe. Clubbing.Drinking. It is all a sin. But i cant contain it so juz buzz off otay. Dear God puhlease haf mercy on me and dun let me do stupid stuff on ma later years of ma life. haha cey...I reali dun noe whether i'm out wit them on Sat .Ugh~I call them tomolo and comfirm it. Oyasumi..

2005-02-13T11:08:00.000+08:00

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Gokigen ikaga? Now wutcha gonna do when the crowd goes ayoo~! Went to Bedok directly after skool on friday...Matta~!I seriously should move there...Everythin' is at there..Yana~Fafa~ma frends~ma frends~and more of ma frends...haha.But sadly i cant..Hidoi~! Kuang3...hehe. Sou ieba kyonen...I made a lot of frend there and...enemies. Yea, enemies coz i carik pasal ngan diorg. _l_ hehe..Oops my bad.. Here we go~

Watashi wa yaana chan o gakkou no iku. Everyone at her skool where like looking at me coz i'm wearing boon lay sec uniform..haha. "Jauhnye bdk ni dtg.." "Bdk boon lay ah.." Grr.. Everywhere i go ppl always give me tat comments. Muh toot toot btol...haha. Baka dayo~ Yana wit her frends almost carik pasal ngan me coz she mistaken me fo other minahs. Oi cik adik oi..ni amirah ler...haha. We go to chai chee to our territory. So quite sey at there. We tok2 and laugh us usual but tis time no intrusion..We change place after i noe tat someone died there bout a year ago. Eeks~! Nanika ga chigau...i tot i saw sumting, haha.Then we walk arnd bedok dunno where to go. Yana was angry coz tat H bacin tat jupe dier.whahaha. I complain to her godbro. Kuang2...haha. Call ma momma tat i am not going home tonight. I barely stay at home these days..I'm either at town or bedok or...cck. I hate staying at boon lay~! So boring! Buu~! Tak cun arh! Ppl here are plain boring and ignorant piece son of a subeta~! haHa~Gomen ne demou atashi wa hitori dake tori nokosarete...After we tired of walking arnd, i go home wit yana..On the way home we do a lot of nuisance..Kecoh...

Ma momma want me home tha next day..so b4 tat me , yana wit farid walk arnd central and lepak at the plargrnd..Wut to do..kocek dah sengket..Sms narumi to meet me at bugis arnd 4.30. yana need to buy 'toot' then when we browsin the 'toot' got tis two abg2 go and kacau us. Ba ongnye bdk! We go and kejar tat abg2 but lost sight. Grr..baka~!Then when i want to down the mrt i saw tat abg2. Fuck! "Eh tu bdk tadi arh.." Opps..I quickly look behind.haha. Close call sey. Then me and narumi meet at bugis mrt, eat at swensen walk arnd there and go and watch movie.. Reach home bout 9...TIRED!!! So epping tired...toki ha tatta~

I take u to the CaNdY ShOp

2005-02-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

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Wasup all u muhfuckas??? dare ga akiramenaide ite kureta? Tat is one question i always ask maself...Demo dou mirareteru tte nani iwareteru tte...Coz i'va find tha answer...

I spent ma sat and sun at bedok..Matta..I might as well move and live there... -.-" .Meet yana at library..She kinda tardy.. temo...aitai yo nee~! We jump up and down like two crazy freaks, yearning fo each fo a looong time! Wut can i say...we are two inseperable kuzzins! KAA~! First we walk 'round central fo a while...look at the things..hmm...boriiing~ Then we went to chai chee lepakz at the playgrnd near blok 43. Sms fafa...she said she cuming down...Yana sms her new godbro...to cum down..Aho~! She go and tell him tat she is wit bdk town..Kecoh sey!

Fafa want taufik's signa. so i give arh...I go and sign at the slide there...The soul man...Yeah rite! Vandalizing and forgery...Sugoi ne..Lucky no one saw..Then we tok2, laugh2, shout2. Skali the dani cum sey...I quickly run to the 3rd floor of the nearest blok. Yana go follow me run 3rd floor..Den the dani smsed and say he saw us run to the third floor. Arggh~I panicked sey..I signal yana to run to the ninth floor..Like criminals sey..Pain arh ma legs...Then we peeped down and saw him sitting downstair..Kimak ah..I tell yana to sms him to go away..he is one freak arse. Fuckity shit man! I tell yana tat we go downstair and creep to the next blok. We do tat and run sia until reach the road. Nante koto nai sasai na dekigoto ni..

Then beside the road pavement there is a veri small drain and got a small platform. I go and sit there, tired sey...I check ma watch, 5.30...I call ma momma whether i can stay over but she say no...I push it and freak ah..still cannot. Tat time me and yana are totally piss off. I sit there while yana kol her momma..All the passerby at the bus, car, taxi look at us sia...We look like runaways..The mak2 look at us like we are bdk2 hanyut..Sial jer...Whispering to each other..Dumbass sey..Talk behind us.Backstabber sey~! Ahakz~ Nvm...Then got these abgz2 at the van look at us look behind our back summore..I go and shout 'aper case ni arh!' at them then me and yana go and maki them..Bkn mainnye marah betuiii...haha.Watashi ni wa nani ga dekiru deshou? Then pissed off i called ma momma again tis time guess wut? I CAN sleepover~! We jump up and down and scream like bdk2 siot sey..All the passerby look at us..whahaha.Tis is how we do, nobody do it like we do it so show us some love~ whahaha

We rilekz at the Mac till 8 and go home..TIRED SEY. The veri next day..aper lagi...Merayap ler arnd bedok...Then after tat i went home...Tat all. I tink i am going to lau pa sat tis tuesdae..haha and town on wed becoz there is no skool. Kakui..Kio taskete ne! Ja ne...

2005-01-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

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Searching for eternity, you are a frivolous dreamer
Clinging to unreliable dreams. Where are you going?
(Japan)

Searching for the key to open twilight, i cry,
Unable to reach the moon's shadow. Where am i going?
(To ma predestained path)

Even though secrets are lost in our eyes,
We will never unfasten our arms from each other.
(Our lips are sealed and forever be in touch)

Pale moon of January, hide the colors of the sunrise.
The gentle dawn of a night that should not end.
(I don't want this day to end)

Because of love's heaviness, painfully close,
The heart no longer mine cried for freedom.
(Ma heart on a overdrive)

When shining things existed only in dark places,
I gazed out the small window into the distance.
(Thinking whose that boy staring back at me)

Pale moon of January, sinking into infinity.
The gentle dawn of a love that should not end.
(Tell me it's not over..)

Pale moon of January, hide the colors of the sunrise.
The gentle dawn of a night that should not end..
(Honestly, tell me it's not over...)
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2005-01-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

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Hmm..Spent ma sat and sun at bedok...Supposed to go there at friday but after i went fo ma hari raye haji i fall asleep. Then arnd 11+ she call me and say there whether i want to go there now or not..she will pick me up...Kareeze~ Ppl want to sleep ask to go there..Ahakz..Actuali i lazy arh..Havent pack ma things all that. But the real reason is both ma parent are going melaka fo 2 days.So...i take tis opportunity and mereyap there. Ma butt cant stay still arh..Kaka~

Went to hmv first at town to find CD..But i cannot find tat particular cd so i end up buy other thing..Then reach kembangan sms yan to meet me at bedok mrt station but oso end up meeting at nearby library wit her bro. But when i go out of the mrt i saw them.I was wondering where are they going all dress up.Then i suddenly remember tat, tat day got Platform 5. Wut fuck sey i FORGET~! Den nvm arh next year go..hehe. Then we go walk arnd central..Dunno wut shit we are lookin at. After tat we went back her house to rest fo awhile. Then bout six.. me ,yana, her bro and her lil bro went to chai chee. We relax at the bench whilst her bro play soccer then we tok2 bout school, tell ghost stories which reali sent chill through ma spine and then she told me one interesting story bout our family beside ma father which i cannot tell u. Kinda like a 'family secrets'. Like ur ancestor got tis special thing. Woah how can i not noe all tis things. Then suddenly got tis one group of bois walk past, then tis one boi began to sing asmaradana when they saw us. Whahaha.. Ingatkan suare dier tu sedap sgt pe... Then we shout at them tat his voice like girl sia. Then we laugh2. Paiseh sia tat boi. Then bout 7.30 we go and buy durian and buy macdonald all tat and eat. whahaha...Blanje habis!

The next day in the morn we make pizza. Sedap siol! Ma auntie teach me how to make pizza. Me and yan make star shape pizza. Ahakz~Then about 2 we go out again.hehe..see ma butt cannot stay still. We go to fafa's house...Under the blok onli..We tok2, gossip2...wutever la eh... Then i sms fafa to go down then she say she dun want..Then we go to the playgrnd near her house and shout at her to cum down..Luckily her momma doesnt hear sia...But still refuse. So we sit at the playgrnd and tok again. We saw many abgz2 and adekz2 in blue..kaka. Then skali tis two idiots cum..hidir and irwan. Argh~! Wut sia kick the ball and aim at us..Then he hit again and hit ma head... -.- Kimak...taplek bdk ni baru tahu~ Then irwan say if hidir hit yana he will get bonus...kaka. Bastard sey...Then went they trying to aim yan, i continue to sms fafa to go down. After so many desperate calling then she go down. At last! Then coincidentely when she went down her crush when down to the playgrnd to us...haha...Nice~ Then irwan ask so many questions...Cant u juz shut up..hehe. After toking again... Me and yan went back to bedok sit under the blok..There tok again...Then we forget to take the kambingz..lamb meat la...Sms hidir to take fo us but neva reply back..Nvm..Then we go home coz to tired to walk animore ...At her house i take a quick shower then at her room we tok again. whahaha... her bro notti sia..try to capture his lil bro naked wit ma hp...isk...isk.... Jgn la rogol adek kau.. haha~I juz laugh at them...Then bout 8, ma uncle sent me home. Haha tot of stayin longer and go home by maself but he insist becoz he is on his way to werk. So no choice. At home I teros lepak~!

Guess wut i'll be doing next fri, sat and sun?? haha ..merayap la ape lagi...Fri i'll be going to singapore conference hall fo Rasphody 3 which i dun noe where the hell is tat..Then after tat i'll be going to singapore river..relax there till nite..kaka. Saturday i'l be going to esplanade to see a hiphop gig..Then on Sunday i'll be going to marine parade to see other gigs wit yul and her peeps.. kaka.Bdk ereng tu...hehe. The problem wit me is ma ca1 is next week and i still can slack~! But u noe me...kaki jln... :P

2005-01-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

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Went to jP after skool wit naz and sakinah...after tat went home change clothes and go Bedok...Shit. So long sia...And i cant stop coughing..argh~ i still havent recover from ma fever but still can go out..But nvm.. At MRT smsed nu.mi bout our discussion..weee~! It will be our lil terces. Ahakz...Nani sh'te? -.-

Then reach eunos i smsed zie to meet me outside the mrt station. Then finally reach bedok... yay! We went to central fo awhile to eat ma dinner then go wait fo her bf near park there. Wait so long sia...kiwak btol..haha. Then we walk2 around there and i accidentaly do sumting stoopid..haha more like stupid. We walk pass tis shop, Then i saw a picture of certain sumone. I was like "Eh?! Abg ****!" Next thing i knew is i had done tha wrong thing. I HAD DONE IT AGAIN!!!!. EEK!. shit sia. Zie and her bf were lookin at me like WUT???. Then the couple behind me were like issit true??? they stare at me then smile... Haha they obviously dun noe wut i'm tokin bout.. Onli i and yana noe bout tis. Ahakz. Malu sey~! Then walk again see the things there...So many cheap things..Okay2 la..Leh tahan jugak. Then take bus to go tampiness..Quite near arh..But mendak siak. Reach there, we lek at Zie void deck..Then her bf's peeps join us later on.We tok2 like bdk2 siot. WhaHaHA~

Then bout 7, i angkat kaki to go home. At first i was thinkin of stoppin by at yana's house then i change ma mind. Dun want to disturb her fam... Alamak if i go her house again kene lah marah ngan ma momma..hehe. I spent like 65% of ma time at her house of the holidae sia. Ma momma were like thats it! Dun disturb them animore!haha. Then at the bustop at saw HIM wit his frend at the other side of the road. I was llike AHHH!!. Wut a waste i can onli see him but alas~! i cant touch him..haha cey~Scared sia to tok to him.. So i try to avoid him from seeing me. But i wanna tok to him, i want him to see me! Argh~! I juz want to say tis to him "Gokigen ikaga? Romeo-sama." Translate tat urself.. I am caught up wit shakesphears these day..hehe. But we are forbidden to be together..coz i am ur godsi...

you should let me love you
let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
baby good love and protection
make me your selection
show you the way love's supposed to be
baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Ahakz~ but wut the hell.. i still got YuyA SaMa to admire... :p

aishiteru naratada gamushara ni
aiseba ii dake
kanaetai naratada hitasura ni
hashireba ii dake
...jirettai

I'm sure u agree on tat ne n.umi??? Ja ne... Kio taskete ne~! ^^

2005-01-06T19:41:00.000+08:00

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I lup Yuya...I lup him...I LUP HIM~!!!!! (o.O----->i noe tiz will be ur reaction)hehe.... I juz can't stop loving him.. Ahhh....I love u babyyyy~! nananananaa.... Ahakz. Call him the teen sensation in displayation..he is OnE~! Ah Yuya sama...aishiteru yo~! *Bow down* Karezee...... ^^" . Argh~ stop blinding me wit seduction wit tat eye and give me more temptation.....Woah maybe I shld start writing shakepeares..."Oo...wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied?" whahahaha. In four words "Yuya is born talent" .Yuya realli capture my heart wit tat melancholy eyes... o.o

Looks familiar... Whose number is tat ringing?
"Hello."
"Remember me?"
"Erm...whus tat?"
"I'm back."
"Wut?"

Got me scared a lil while until i figured out whu is calling me... Doofus~! It was sumone i noe last time.. a lil incident.... I got into a fight wit his sis and he stop us and prevent from any further damage to occur..Aww...sweet. ahakz. Seriously it has been so long time ago...i barely remember wut cause tha fight. Ni mesti hal pasal kene cabar dgn diorg....hmmm... But tat was me long time ago... everything fine now between us but i still call her a biatch fo pulling ma hair last ma hair last time. No fair...i onli push her to the ground... haha. Man, he has change alot now. Mcm abg2 punk...Last time i saw him was in Dec...Thnx fo looking after me last time and sort of save me from tat world bro...U r my angel...I miss him...

Skool started....Shit. Tis time it really sux. I miss ma frends...i miss yana...i miss ma cat....i miss ma bro....mostly.. i miss them. But nvm...i'm going to see them next next week.. Caught up wit school and ma social life is realli sux...

"Sin from my lips? O trepass sweetly urged! Give me my sin again."

2004-12-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

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She got a message...
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Toshite...toshte~?

Hayaku no taskete ne...

Onegai.

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2004-12-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

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I'm sure from wut u see up there u'll noe wut tiz gonna be all bout...Haha. I cant help it...I've been watchin fushigi yuugi all tiz long..After rewatching it, it is afterall, not a bad show..fo the storyline all it. HAha. I like the ova the most...funny.hilarious.great. I might haf tell u tat fushigi yuugi is all mushy lovey-dowey and full of pervertion but these time round is different..Maybe i becum matured(jeng jeng jeng) Whahahaha*evily*...but fushigi yuugi ova is different...More funny...and more real...Seriously..fo sure...I didnt realise it until now after 5 years of watchin tat stuff..haha. Sum of ya might disagree wit me..but wut can i do, it's my opinion..But one thing fo sure: I still hate miaka's scream.

Man..i even cried at tha part where taka is leavin miaka juz becoz tha autentic tamahome is there...I not cryin becoz of tat..I am cryin' mainly becoz when he want to go back to tha real world...tasuki, nuriko, chiriko...all of the seishi...told him not to go back...all of his frend's words were...touching...I dunno, i may sound tacky here and gone all emo and stuff..But really, it is soo sad not to be cryin...Especially when hotohori say tat taka was tha one whu allowed him to embraced boushin and...and when nuriko said tat he was tha one whu is strong enuff to resist nuriko's power and when chichiri said tat he was the one that whu will risked his life juz to save him and hikou...they are tryin to say tat tamohome is nuthin compare to taka...It was ssssooooo sad.Awwww. HAha. Tasuki is tha best here...Wut a pal u r to taka~! haha. so sweet. Here i go all emo again.. hehe. If u dun noe wut i'm tokin about go watch fushigi yuugi again...haha...

God i hate when they keep playin tha song everylasting story and perfect world it makes me wanna cry...Ugh...Tasuki's word oso always made me cry went sumting sad happened... HAha. I like tasuki, nuriko and taka(or tamahome) here...They three are tha best...They juz cant stop bein damn funny..I luf their attitude... :P And i cant stop noticing tat taka look like hyde-san....argh...well kind of...haha. Those hair...those features...those eyes...haha. but hyde-san looks more sharper and real.. ^^ And i've juz realise i'm jealous of miaka -.- ....She got everything she want..a faithful bestfriend.. A bodyguards i mean seishi to protect her..haha...A so-ever caring boyfriend..A great brother..And she live in Japan~! haha. I neva had tat kind of thing since two years ago... Since i entered secondary life..things had change alot...it has becuming more confusing...A total bogus . Hhaaha..Or issit juz tat i've change...nah...u gotta be strong..cey...gotta admit i do change alot...lalala. ahakz. I've becum more exposed. Lalala. Coz now i'm stronger than yesterday, now is nuthin but my way. Argh. U-soh..Stop it. Argh...tasuki is sooo cute. Plz dun stop being cute. Nuriko too, is a perfect brother. Miaka u rrr so lucky~! Wockey.. if anione tink i'm lame fo sayin all tiz thing...plz juz shut up...

"PAPA! MAMA~! U-soh ra miite..Oh-hui mitsama na minna kochi mitte ru-yo!"
"Ah~Mitsu no mitte kurete ru yo..zutto~"

Aww...so sweet...

2004-12-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

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Why we met in the first place if we are going to be separate tiz way? Why meet? Wut is the whole point? You guys had been wit me since tha begining. To protect me and to care bout me~ I luv all u guys, but...y we haf to end tiz way...? I dun want to leave u guys. I'll do anything to be wit u~PLEASE! Please dun separate me from tiz guys..and i dun want to loose him again..I cant bear tiz pain anymore~!

Tiz is wut he said to me...

Whenever I see your tears,
I can't stand it.
It makes me want to
hold you close from behind...

U gave me back ur ring. The ring tat we pledge to be our icon fo our eien...i mean eternal love. I noe from tat moment tat everything is over. But wutever happened, u guys will always be in my heart...
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OoO-WeE...I juz gettin betta at tiz..Wahahah~!Well if ya guy had been payin more attention to wut i'm writin i'm sure u guys noe wut i'm tokin about...Well most of u maybe~C'mon i'm sure u noe...Tiz thing i write had been part of ur life long time ago...Well if u want clue juz tag ma...I give ya one clue...

Anihows i've been watchin vcd and dvd all tiz week...Animation...comedy...horror...action.You juz name it..Well partly becoz i was bored at home..I WANT to go out..But lazy arh..Lazy to open the closet...lazy to choose a clothes..lazy to iron the clothes..lazy to put on the clothes...lazy to fix my hair...Everything lazy arh...Duhhh...haha.I even missed out sum important events, i miss out mwa cuz's birthdae due to mwa laziness.Sowie..Navamind i pay my dues later...hehe.I got an anoucement to make..Ma HP is officialy spoilt~Duhh...I want to buy a new want but after i look again at the features of z1010 and stare at the model for an hour..I was taken aback bout buying a new samsung hp...I want z1010 but...haiz...so many problem..I'm SO CONFUSED HERE~!WUT SHLD I DO??? Haha...chill...chill... Shld i buy or shld i wait? Buy or wait... o.O" I dun want to regret when i make ma decision...

I met Babes Conde..the singapore idol vocal coach...Brrr...So creepy..I wonder how the singapore idols get through her? We were singin but..she told ask to sing TOGETHER...We sing again...But none were perfect fo her...And all those comments start to came out..Brrr.I sure sum of u readin tiz noe wut i mean. But all of above, shes kind of fun and funny...U juz gotta be perfect if u want to werk wit her her..Maybe all tiz fame got through her..Hehex. But after all it over..I meet her backstage, smile at her and she smile back but b4 i cld do anything else i end up laughing wit Nurul and exit the backstage. Whilst she is tokin to the singers and rappers and the Fernando guy wit sum other ppl.. Me, nurul and de others were in front congratulating each other...Ughhh. Boring...After sum photo takin and sum clean up we went home. I neva actually sleep after tat..Fo the whole nite..They went to mwa house fo sum kind of sleepover .We made a bet if anybody fall asleep and got to pay each other 5 bucks...Ouch!So we end up watching horror movies wit the lights out...Ju-on prequel....Acacia..But the show is sooo boring i end up sleepin fo 5 mins. Luckily noone noticed..Then i get up went to mwa room and sum of them follow me there...Nurul end up curlin' era's hair as we gossip..And me braidin mwa own hair...And tha others juz watch us as we listen to mucis. The guys were outside watchin You Got Served and palyin cards till mornin....Ugghh..Aniwae i survived!The mornin i went to Malaysia wit mwa momma lookin like a zombie..Sleep throughout tha journey..Went there buy sum vcds..foods..uhh...i dun noe...Too tired to tink..haha.It was damn hot~!

I went swiming yesterdae at jurong east...Fo tannin..And i do look tan rite now..Went there wit Yana and the others...We accidentaly dumped into sulastri's sis..."....".When we want to ride the second floor slide fo the second time the lifeguard say cannot..He told us to go fo the highest slide..So we go...Then we want to ride the second floor slide again..The stoopid guy say go fo the highest slide agian...I was like WAHLIOA~!I start tokin singlish to him coz he is chinese bout 20...He finally give in and let us ride...But he was not happy bout it..As i want to ride down he scared me and yana by sayin BOO!haha....veri funny... -.- Then me and yana went to circular pool things while the other still playin the slide...Then we saw tiz guy wit his chinese frend in front of us. He actin up all funny..HAha..He look like fique a lil bit but in a bad boi way..We nicknamed him Mr. Joker...Then he noticed us lookin after him so he told his frend...I was like UH-OH and told yana to look away..HAha. He is kinda cute...And somehow we lost him coz there is sum abangz2 blockin our way...But sumhow we meet him at tha way out... He is soooo cute..haha..but~i prefer japan guys...Waahahha...erhem~ :P

That mwa stories fo the whole week...I'm sure tat cover up tha whole thing~! Peace one Love~!

Anihows...I wanna wish to all my frends from tha east to tha west coast a Merry Christmas fo those whu are celebratin it and a Happy New Year~! We gettin busy now~ :>

2004-12-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

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F*CKIN MIGGET C*CK S*CKIN B*CTHES~ QUIT POPPIN SH*T MAN~! My HP IS GIVIN ME PROBLEMS!!! IT IS SPOILT DAMN U! Yo i got to censored tat part. There is underage kids here idiot. Yall tink tiz is sum kind of boo-ha fo me huh? well F*CK YA! I dun CARE whether it is Z1010 or wat, i need a new hp now... Z1010 seriously can wait.. DUN u get it??? I cant buy that damn precious thing now.. I'm not sum kind bussiness women to own a z1010.. I'm juz a STUDENT STUDYING IN 8 GRADE~! HELLO~~???? I am tinkin of buyin a flip phone tat doecnt cost over 1000...Tat one i can own fo pete's sake... Well i ask mwa fother to repair it...But he ended up kind of destroy it... Well not literally destroy it idiot..Mwa fother is good at repairing...Onli tat de switch is still stuck.. He give it nother try tomolo..Well if it still spoilt, i'll buy a new one..A hp which doesnt have a switch at de top... Well..well..well....

Quit lyin u @$@#$!!! And dun call me a pretender..If u keep on doin tiz juz to get attention..then if will juz make u look more lamer.. ...i noe i am lame too..But face it gerl, no one is prefect in tiz world. But we can be prefect if we juz behave like ourself.. Ppl luv ya juz de way u r... Quit bein a poser. We will get worst attention from others..Lyin to ppl juz to make urself look good is sick..juz plain sick.. U are behavin lyke a freakin scumbag to me. U are not onli lyin to ppl, but lyin to urself too. sheesh~ U make me sick~ ARgh! I haf enuff of ur nonsense! Do u wad-e-va u want and leave me alone. But i dun one to get involved wit a person like u whu always give lame excuses and lame lies... LAMER~!!! U noe i hate to do tiz...

Aniwaes i juz wanna wish a HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY to evelina...Wish ya all e best~ So sorry i cant make to ur birthdae coz i'm busy...Not tat i dun wanna go...You gotta respect tat. It is hard fo me to reshedule all de things...It will juz give me more headache, areadi sum of mwa frends gave me headache..stoopid fools...haha.

God why am i so evil..Evil as in the modern way of meanin...Why am i built tiz way...Whahaha but i like tat~! :p U cant stop me

I luf ya AFQ...Sorry i do tiz to ya..I realli want ya to be mwa bro but it juz tat thing are complicated. Bad boys fo life~! haha jokin' .

2004-12-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

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Touching but feeling
Calling but not hearing him
The beast I have loved is now in vain
Standing on a cradle
Landing in a saddle
It's alrite....I'm aware....Life is fair....

Yea...hell yeah i noe how hurt feels lyke~It feels lyke sumbody u lufve suddenly pierces a sharp knife though ur heart...especially tat person is ur boy or whoever tat u had been wit lyke...forever~ U have given a part of u to him and one dae..he juz leave ya wit a blink of a star twinkle in the sky. There is always a once upon a time but neva a happy ending. There is always a promised like 'I love u till death do us part' but those promises are juz meant to be broken~ But it's alrite...i'm aware that life is fair. I mean u all shldnt be sad too..You're not all alone. And fo' ur account..it is not me whu havin de break up here..it's my frend. No..seriously it is my frend. She went up to me tiz evening. Haha~ I noe, sad stories.. But u gotta to accept it gerlfrend~! It's fate and its full of hatred. But ev'ry dog has his own day.. U shant fret. I noe tat there a time when life can be cruel, lyke when God call ur loved ones to go home, or u suffered from a major failure or even an illness or even breakups..It is all the same. U got these hurt feelin in ya. But u gotta stay strong...If u are feelin lousy and say "tiz is the end fo' me" u are betta of dead...I noe tat it is easy to say and hard to do it myself..I sumtime oso cant coped wit all these things..But i simply find a way to put this situation in place.. In blink of eye, it will all passed away~ And even if u lose ur precious friendship someday, u shant blamed the person tat cause this..U shld oso tink twice of wat shit u had done all this time...

"I dont want your mimicry to rise to the surface. You have to get over that you're not some comic book character."

2004-12-06T11:41:00.001+08:00

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Message fo sumone:
Though you try to drain my mind
With all ur foolish lies
I am fragile but powerful
No need to deny
Listen to my deed
I noe your scheme
Is just a constant bluff
I need to get away
From this game you like to play
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Dare mo shiranai
Konnichi wa minna!!! And to all mwa muhfuckas out there! Waddup??? HaHA.. Been to town the day b4 todae wit eve.. yea..they got tiz orchard jam at the street...We walk arnd..tryin to do our checklist~found sumting but....nutin? o.O Do many donations yesterday..Doin' sum good deeds here yaw~! haha. In return we get a rose, some scented snowman and a paper... Fun eh? -.- haha... Then i saw this group of japanese ppl..ooo-wee..One of the guy is sooo kawaii! As u can see I got tiz 'thing' for cool japan guys.I like how they dress and their hair..Lol~ I tink they are a band doin a jam there... I wanted to give the rose to the guy but nah...change my mind..Wat wld the frends tink? o.O So i keep the rose~ Walk arnd sumore till 7.30 till eve's mom gave a signal to go home...BUUU~!haha..But i oso need to go my kuz's house..Dakara eve take the mrt to west and i take the mrt to east..
At my kuz house, we...emm..gossip??haha hell no..we were juz talkin and laughin'. Till her bro pull a nasty prank..We were at a room watchin teevee in the dark when suddenly the tv switch off by itself..Me and my kuz were like wat de hell..The room was in total darkness...I was lookin fo the remote when i want to turn arnd , her bro was at mwa back staring at me wit his big eyes imitating a ghost from sum japan horror movie..I freak out and push him to the bed and straggle him..Full time idiot...-.-" haha Then i call home to beg my mwa momma i want to stay over cos it gettin late...But my momma say i need to go home coz i need to do sumtin todae. Reach home bout 12...Immediately jump at mwa sweet bed and fall asleep~ Tsk...tsk.... such a long story

2004-12-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

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Taufik Batisah aka Fique(Singapore Idol Winner)

Then & Now

That is taufik then b4 he join the SG idol...still a wannabe~And that is taufik now since he join SG Idol..He becum more crazier as ever~! HahA

Since ev'rybody has been writin bout SG Idol...So I want to write one too

Cant believe he won the SG idol...Grrr...I want to kill him~! but then he deserved to win wif all his hard werk.And all the gerl are crazy all over him.He got many supporters..Ppl tink he is cute..I cant stop him..haha..He believed in his motto..which is "Believe in ur dreams" But my motto bout chasing dreams are totally different. I belived in this "You'll be never too late for dreams" That is wat i said to HER..Which one more reliable? Mine? or him? haha...Okay fine cut the SG Idol crap.~!Its over!...Lets wait fo SG Idol 2... o.o

2004-12-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

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Welcome ladies and gentlemen
I wld lyke yall to make sum noise..
Lil hevn is heer
To the Misty Eyed Doll webpage
You noe how i get down...
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Na nana na na nana~Er-hem...been doin nuthin much tiz holidae...Te mo...from wat i noe i've been doin' lotsa karezee stuff juz to entertain my life -.- Daka ra tiz holidae kinda lame. Well the dae before todae i gone out wit n.umi to town...But the stoopid rain totally ruin mwa mood and she is feelin kinda lousy...haha~yeah i feel lyke killin sumbody tat dae..so we left town bout 8 coz it still rainin and we head home but took a stop at de pasar mlm at jp...brought sum stuff and then reached home bout close to 9.30. At home, mwa sis's frend were there watchin sum movies they rent...Her frends compliment me and say i look like a muchie couchie kookie junkie lil gerl in my oufit, plus so funky-o-matic becoz of mwa hair. Woah~fascinatin'...I'm flattered. Yeah rite~ -.-" Then i sat arnd wnderin wat is de name of the crooked teeth guy...Ping! I suddenly remember~Its Kurt Nilson! So i told n.umi bout it..Then went to mwa room wrote sum songs(none were written, end up grafittin de paper) and n.umi smsed me..tok a lil while..close mwa bedroom door and zonk out! Tat's mwa grandmotha story fo todae..It has been all very vivid to me. And heer i'm listenin' to sum crazy gerl sreamin about downstairs... -.-* annoying~ ahakz...I still tink japanese guys are cute~! ^^ Peace!

"I'm livin in a shadow, Sumone else's dream. Tryin' to find a hand to hold but it all felt cold to me."

2004-11-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

WaDdUp~?I've been missing fo' 1 week...Been busy ya'll..HahA. First I wanna say sumting to Ijal...heer it goes....STOP GIVIN ME TAT LOOK~!.And to aBaNgz-AbAnGz kat luar tu....Slm EiD MuBaRaK...haha~TO Fafa...I'm not T***** stead lah siol~ Nurul maseh tu sabo ko jer lah... So nak shah ke hafiz?Mane satu ko nak?Can i haf them too? HaHa~PlaYin jer....Ko maseh tu siak ah..Kite org nak dtg umah, ko lak nak cover rumah kat jurong. Buang current kite org jer gi bedok maseh tuak~! :P...Let me see...hAf of MWa money has burned...Gone ka-re-zee and spent it at arcade.. -.-" .. BallA BaBy~! ahakz~Dun look at me..it BoYbOi's fault fo' dragging me there. I hate de abangz-abang rambut punk kat sane..Whahaha.. Tak baik sey kacau org main.. -.-*....Ade kwn pon tak gune..join setongkol ngan diorg~ -.-*** HahA....Yea i lost in de game...So what~? Man...I got tiz freakin' cold..Tats y i go home...wanna rest yaw..HahA~After i recover mWa cold, i'll be away from home again~ o.O To where? Details, details u dun need to noe...WoKaY~ gOtta BounCe...Buhbye.

2004-11-22T08:45:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Why now?Naper skrg baru nak tahu?Why now u notice? Why?why?why? Why not then?Why issit not last year?Why issit not da last five years? Why? Becoz u dun give a damn, not until today. I gave a glance at u and i saw u lookin back at me and look away. I noe u care~ BuT WhY now? Klau mcm gini lagi baik gi ko lek one dan tak paya ambil tahu pasal ako kan???

2004-11-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Lovers

Pictures a man standing between two women,
One is a virgin who is smart and chaste,
The other is a charming and seductive woman.

So which one is u?And which one is me...?Whu is being the fool here?

The tarot card "Lover" is as wat the picture depicts. When the card is place upside down, the meaning will be reversed. We've been friends for so long but we got into a fight. Me blaming u for being so immature. And u mocking me bout wat so great bout chasing our dreams. But we are both being immature back then. And then u decided to runaway from our friendship. I've hurt u badly and u have made me so angry. My friends tell me tat this isnt my fault. They said some things have to be said no matter how ugly it is. I came looking for you. I reached out to you, hoping come home with me.You hesitated and refused to follow me. Deep down i noe u want to come home. That time i alreadi given up. As days passed by, i began to missed u badly.Remembering all the bads and goods we been through. It was so vivid. But one fine day u came to me. Saying tat u are home and u cant archieved anything alone. The feeling was mutual.

"I'm not too late right?"

"Wat are you talking about?You'll never be too late for dreams."

This is a story about two girls whu have big dreams but nearly shattered becoz of one guy.I want to dedicate this to ev'ryone out there. Everything is possible, impossible is nuthin'. Afterall we are fragile...but yet powerful. Rite L***???Haha~

2004-11-17T13:41:00.000+08:00

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Taken in 1950s

"I done had, sex in the city plus sex in the country
You know ~ sex in the zoo directly behind the monkeys"

Dun get me wrong, I'm juz KIDDIN' BEATA!!!!It juz a phrase for goodness sakes.....ahakz~ i ain't tat derrty to do tat~~o.O

NoW whu is the REAL MuH'fUcKa heer huh??!!

HAha i'm sooo satisfied...get tat biatch!Whu's the queen bee in this circle now!haha..i like the look on ur face when u saw me yesterday~Surprised huh?Not juz u the one whu is surprised but ev'ryone too.And all the attention turn to me.I'm the overnite celebrity and u are notin'.U are push away like some kind of rubbish.I hate bitches but i haf to admit i'm becuming a nasty b***h.I can't help it...haha.This aint like me at all, but whu noes i am tiz nasty.I can see the resenment look in ur eyes.Why?Jealous? It obvious

I noticed tat S keep on clinging on me yesterday,literally...Why?He is sick of you?U noe i'm not interested~There u go backstabbin' me again.Oh shut up bitch .

But then again i dun give a damn bout tiz shiet. Fools are driven by greed.U dun noe whu u are messing with.Like i said, respect me and i'll respect u.Simple rite?Unless u are retard which i'm sure u are not.

This is MWA game and u follow MWA rules. And u MUHFUCKAS stop copying me.

The aftermath???I get HER on my side next week and u, butterfly whores *POOF* gone!And i live happily ever after.

2004-11-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

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CASSHERN~!Such a cool movie altough it is a hard to understand movie but overall two~no, THREE thumbs up!All the effects is so brilliant.It is a japan movie fo ur info...This wicked and wild show will take u to a rollercoaster ride~!^^It mostly bout robots...so if u had watched I-Robot and u hate the show~please dun waste ur time watching this movie and it is not an action movie btw.... but it does contain some actions.This movie is more like a drama.But i think will be a FIVE thumbs up movie if it somehow concentrate more to the actions...^^The bad thing bout this movie is the story is a mess and most of the points get lost somewhere along the way never to be seen again.It sumthing like a cliffhanger...But it is a must-see movie if u like beautiful visual CGI-landscape.It is truly a masterpiece!For the mess up plot part and less action i rate this movie 6.5/10. Nah whu am i kiddin~u gotta try watch the show...!

"You know, I know, everybody know that you are just nobody.Just show me what you got , but don't try wanna be what you're not!"

2004-11-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

I came back on that tragic day, my phone rung
And **** voice tellin me, **** was gone home
It was like a knife piercing my chest and I couldn't breath
I didn't wanna accept it, didn't wanna believe it
I swear with this weight dawg, I cried so hard
Literally, **** had to carry me to the car
While I stand in this booth now it's tearin me apart
But I had to let it out cos it was tearin at my heart
Cos **** died over somethin so petty and so small
A human life is so very precious I hope ya'll
Understand how I'm feelin cos I love you ****
I wanna rhyme wit you, laugh wif you, hug you ****
But I can't and you was so close to seein dreams
A coward came along and took you away from the team
So don't mistake this track, it's just another song
This goes out to everyone who lost a loved one
Cos y'know

They say the good die young,
Thats why I think that you should have fun
Cos time won't wait for noone
When god calls, you gotta go home

Rest in peace ****....

****Name had been confidential

2004-11-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

SGHiphop Fest is heer~!

2004-11-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

And then one day
A magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me:"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return"

..Watching you being alone, looking so beautiful and delicious.It makes me sad not able to touch you.I love you so much that it hurts..

zZzzZzzZZZZZzZZzzzZZZZzzzzzzz__--__---_______-____

Okay let cut the craps...Wasup all u motha fo'???Let's get crazy on the dancefloor!Holiday has start~!First i wanna give a shoutout to all my friends right here, right now...All e best 4 next year aite???Let keep tiz shit tight!HaHahA~Its holiday i bet u've been partying non-stop...I know i've not...Ahakz..But dun fret~i noe i'll going to be crunk up tiz winter...o.O Ahakz~ To come clean i havent find any job yet...not a single decent job..Nah juz jOkInG...Found many many jobs but have not apply yet...And plz dun ask me where..:p Well gotta bounce...peace

"I can call you my baby boy, you can call me your baby girl. Maybe we can spend some time, I can be your sunshine"

2004-10-22T09:52:00.000+08:00

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The next Saiyuki team???~The Parody of Massacre~
by akichan

Our next Sanzo succesor??? o.O

The new Goku,Sanzo and Hakkai...Gojyo no doko???

Nah...I dun tink this will work out!This guys are too cool to be replaced..^^

*The characters are taken from Getbackers.Toshiki Uryu, Fuuchion Kazuki and Kakei Jubei...and also some from Gensomaden Saiyuki^^...Leaving the other characters caged...^^"

But...Maybe we shld try the parody of RANMA 1/2!!!!

Zettai~!

Haha...I got nth to do so i cum up wif tiz..Hope u guys enjoy this shit~!^^My left eye are kinda swollen(like tiz---->O.o) and it hurt everytime i blinked...*Blink blink~Itai~!Ahakz.So that's settle my explaination.I oso found out there is such organization called HEVN which mean Helping End Violence Now.It kinda retard though..but it a reasonable one..Ki o taskete ne~!Ja ne....

2004-10-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Did you ever feel like you wanna be
Someone else for just one day,
Did you ever feel like you wanna
See through another pair of lies,
Did you ever think I'm a wannabe with
Anyone else just one day,
Did you ever you really think of me when i walked away?

You look, you don't sound apologetic,
You smoke your subjects at my eyes, like you think,
You know where you think you'll find, you think you'll figure me out tonight,
But you'll never know what i won't share,
Cause I don't care and I don't care,
You think you'll figure me out tonight,
But I don't care,

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way,
Cause every man that I know, makes me feel like I'm too plain
When it's over, me and my selfish ways,
Go back to start again, go back to start again.

Did you ever feel like you should have said
Something smarter at that time,Did you ever feel like you should have kept
In all to yourself,Did you ever think it might be your fault
And never promise anymore,
Did you ever think it might not be me
Now it was always me?

And I wonder, if I'm just built this way,
Cause every man that I know, makes me feel like I'm too plain
When it's over, me and my selfish ways,
Go back to start again, go back to start again

I'm sorry...

2004-10-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Yea yea-a I'm cherry cola
Yea yea-a I'm candy-eyed
Yea yea-a I'm California
My mind's all screwed and upside down
But my heart's on over drive

Since this is my blog i can write whatever i want...
LIFE IS FULL OF BULLSHIT!Every part of my life is made of pure bullshit.I not saying this becoz i depress or what.Dun get the wrong idea.I juz feel like saying this.I mean it is a waste of time being here..I always want to say to tiz person to fuck off from me...but to bad tat person juz dun get the idea.You are nth to me and i am nth to you.So whoever u are...Juz fuck off from my life~!

2004-10-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

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L'ARC~EN~CIEL!!!!!Kawaii desu~ ^.^ Woof!Woof! Thousand cheers for them!!!Hyde san is so kawaiiiiii~and Tetsu san oso sooo cute with his boyish looks....They are Japan band aniwae in case u dun recognize them..-.-....how could u not recognize SUCH LEGENDARY BAND!!!Arg~They are the most outstanding band i've met.Haha..LALALA....Kawaiii ne....LALALA....Sugoi ne...Whoever tink they sux, fuck you.HAHA~Such kawaii boys...*Mind drifting away*I hate you, but i love you.I cant stop thinking of you....Doink~ ^^

2004-10-09T10:43:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

I am a pathological liar , a hypocrite and a prankster. That is what Amirah made of. So Learn it. Leave it and Love it.

Notin' makes me happier then dancing .I wanna be a choreograher when i grow up.For real.

Man i totally support ya for this...The world. All you racists deserve to die. Those who believed all muslims are like those motherfuckers you read or watched in the newspapers and television, fuck you.

To anyone who disrespect me by putting ur hands on me,i'll break ur fucking nose.

I aint taking nobody side. Never in ma fucking life. Not yours not you not anybody. I sides mwa own side.I aint no follower.Get tat straight to ur head fools.

Ppl should noe how to differentiate wat profound and wats not.

Tell me whachu wanna do and we can take it to the floor.

To all u ppl whu tink i'm ka-re-zee then u must be the retards.U guys deserved to get fucked by me.

I am a ex-convict.yeah, i am the street master.

Everyone deserved to voice out their opinion and i'm doing mine.Repeat this after me "Parents should bow down to their kids"

God bless to hip hop for making this world less boring.

If you respect me i'll respect you dear.

The weak shall perish and the strong shall survived. That is the survival of fittest bitch.

I am not mean, I am nasty.

2004-10-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

PONK'D(PART 1)
Hear is the story of Evelina being ponk'd
THE PLOT (The cruel intention)

N.umi and me got tiz crazy idea when she was at mwa house.First we get evelina to spill wateva she tink of beata and i oso spill wateva i tink of beata.We twist her words to look as though evelina was mocking her.This is a trap aite but oso sucessful..The interesting part is i make beata act as though she noe bout this and she started to fight wif evelina.Evelina was like why are calling me a bytch for nuthin..Hahaa~ tat part we were laughing like hell.She dun noe bout tiz plan.We decide that n.umi(the actress ^^) ignore her for two straight days b4 we reveal the truth.Evelina by then were terribly scared of beata...Whahahaha...got to spill the truth yaw~hehe.So when we finally tell her she got ponk'd she was like "WHAT??" hehe..That all yaw~look out next time for major sabotage....Whu's next?Stay tune guys......Lil hevn peace out!

2004-10-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

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ATTENTION!!!!!
Watch out all u suckers down there...PONK'D has juz came in.Yea~yea~it the parody of PUNK'D but the host is not Ashton Kutcher it Amirah~Whahaha...Beata is the of course! wat else....The ACTRESS!!!!Whahahhaha~Okay so watch all u ppl...whu noes u ARE the next one to get PONK'D~HAHA

1st victim="The Cruel Intention" Evelina Han Jing Ying(sucess!) ;)
2nd:????
3rd:?????

I'll keep updated folks!

See Ya and beware of the PRANKSTER!

2004-10-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Docter:"I'm sorry i got to tell u tiz...he died a few hours ago.A bullet pierces his lung and course severe internal bleeding.We tried to contain it,we tried to revive him...he didnt come back.There nuthin more we could do.I'm so sorry..."

*I hit the wall

They hold me trying to calm me down

Me:"No man!Juz let me go!Let me go man..."

-_-"

2004-09-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

Welcome To the The Bachelor Bishounan 1

Potential Bachelor #1

Potential Bachelor #2

Potential Bachelors #3

Eh-hem..sorry...-_-"

hevn dissin' bout...

Wasup yaw?Gawd...ma boi neva call me for such a long tyme...Not even a SMS!!!Argh!Hey???Prelims is over...gimme a call or sumting...Bluekk :p Ya...Ya...i noe another big exam is comin..but hey~tat not the reason for not callin mwa..Man everytime when i get a sms i tot it would be ya's.But no...it juz mwa other frend..Haha.Tiz is probrably one side of me u neva see.Well romeo~the game over..I'm breaking up wif ya.Would sumbody tell me what tiz mean??Everytime is breakups,find another and breakups again.I'm tired of this..Aniwae i neva see rashid for a loong time..juz the last tyme i was tokin bout him wif one of mwa gerlfrends..HEhE ~She told me he was busy wif his gerl~Send me a invitation to ur weddin aite?...Well...well..well...Lela is finally proposed to her bangla boifrend..Wkakaka~Hes alrite and he his oso cute..Like one of the bollywood heros..HEhe~All the luck to ya and the sad thing is u married too young..You could do betta y'know.Hmm...Oh ya all the best to Taufik in makin through SINGAPORE IDOL!!!Made ya crew proud...ANd...anD...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MA SIS!!!HeHE...And to yana..wiSh ya all the best at ur PSLE.,.,.,.AND STOP THINKIN ABOUT HASLAM!!!And i cant wait for HARI RAYA!HEhe~Time for celebration.SLAMAT ARI RAYE CEMUA!!!HahA..blom ramadan dah ckp pasal raye...DoInK~wHoA SO mAnY dEdIcAtIoN tOdAe..Okies guys tyme to go..ShUr Up ANd BuHbYE!mUACKZzZ and LuF yA!

2004-09-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

Anak Melayu sesat...(Part 1)

2004-09-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

READ THIS:
Ch-Check it out~To mwa above mentioned homegirl...You are not as dope as u tink u are..U are not all tat great..Call me stoopid all ya want but i aint caring fo so...The fat lady sure aint singing~U are such a busta...Do u noe tat?Lemme break de ice...I got tiz girl whu suppose to be a lot doper than u...But letme say she sort of slack..Now u somehow becum more good than her and now u are callin her a whack.HmMm~trust u to be a loyal frend...Haiz~she noes wat u tink off her like;u tink low of her and now she tink u as a damn lil critters and a gerl whu tink highly of herself...Hell yeah i'm dead up here okay?I'm not playing...My gerl pissed off by ya.Poor plain jane dun even noe tat her own homegirl hates her.Man~ u juz got fooked!i tink ur ex must gave u a stawberry shortcake when u are hook up wif.I sometimes feel lyke horking at ya dude~I may be ur tomodachi but tat doesnt mean u are off the heezy...i'll destroyed u someday...It survival of fittest my dear...i maybe a hypocrite in disguise but i'm doing tiz to make ya wake up!I hate to say tiz but shouldnt i made u influenced by me...I'm sure sumone noticed ur changed and obviously dun like it...Tat is wats wrong wif fools like ya...U tink tat everyone likes u but the truth is everyone hate ya.Dammit can u be anymore retard?Cum on make some noise for mwa if u tink IM rite!Okay cut the jibber jabber and i'm bone out of heer!Remember tiz:one day u sucker are gonna get served...Toodlers and luf ya! :x

Tat is one hell of a language...Aniway exam are near and i'm not prepared yet.I hope de teacher dun set up a putty exams or i'll be in big mess.Dun mind~I'm alreadi in big mess now...HehE..Imma strong gerl..i can handle things myself~i got mwa own prerogative.Hhehe..I dun care wat ppl tink of me now~They are juz either jealous or they are retard~Simple as tat.I am grown up a way to believe tat the onli thing cum first, is my ownself..other ppl cum last.The retard thing is, all the ppl think tat i'm a follower.But i 'm not..I got my own ways of doing things to be wise and slick.Okay i'm going find a job for tiz HOILDAE!HahA..iM not a crazee clown okay...I juz plain happi!Ja ne....

I still hate COPYCATS and TATTLETALES...^^

2004-09-19T10:13:00.000+08:00

Britney Spears

"My Prerogative"

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live
Some messy questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't undersand me
I really don't know the deal about my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I won this fight

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need premission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative

It's the way that I wanna live
You can't tell me what to do

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around

Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need premission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
That's my prerogative

2004-09-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

dAmN so long no update...Check tiz out~I'm playing GB again!Hahaha..Actually i'm sick of mani ppl...They are all son of the bytches...hEY U NOe How It fEeLs tO bE SuMoNe ReLaTed To A mAfIOso???wELL IT fEeLS INsEcuRe...Well i noe ppl here neve use the word mafia regularly...i SO SICK OF THE LIFE I'M HAVIN NOW....U guys dunno i live a double life...Well triple i guess..I juz wish i can get all of this things out of mwa life.What the hell am i tokin to u for..U dun even understabd me...Erm...Nvm~FoRGeT EVERYTHING i said juz now.It wont do any good to ur life..Flushed it..U dun noe anythin bout me..Juz noe me as a REGULAR school girl..Ahakz~No really forget everythIN~Hell no, i dunno why i'm tellin u guys tiz..Juz mwa InSecUriTy...Buhbye

2004-08-31T19:14:00.000+08:00

Platform5 is out now!
Register at beats_society@hotmail.com

hevn dissin' bout...

Wasup ppl??!!Yesterday when to bedok to meet nurul..So I wait outside her skool.When finally skool over we meet under a blok near a skool.We where like soooo happy to see each other..We were like jumping up and down.One of her frend even imitate wat we do..So hilarious~Then at there meet the haslam guy..Well nurul were like shouting for him and but he neva stop so we have to chase after him.He still neva stop...-_-" Then she tried again then he finally turn around.Wat his problem man....Nurul was toking to him but he keep on walking and he were smiling???Is he nervous or wat?Argh~Then he somehow dissapeared...Hen-dayo.Then go and fetch her little bro..We somehow creep inside the skool~hehe.We found out tat her bro was crying..We ask wat happened and he said he was being bullied.So i was like sayang2 him.He told us tat one pri 6 kid go and pull his hair and bang his head against the wall bout several times..But not so hard lah coz there is no blood.The world is getting more violence every day...I was like the effing problem with tat guy bullying her cute lil bro..Then we went outside the skool to find tat kid...When finally found tat kid i somehow cant spill mwa guts out to scold him coz he is juz a pri 6 kid..So i was staring after him and he was staring after us.Well he look like a lil tough bratz..well if he were older,i would call him a jerk.Haiz...When walk round bedok for a while and i hang at her house.Well nurul is acually joining to do the dance.Yeah!Teach her some of the moves alreadi..We are going to mambo~Lolz.Anyway tiz sat i'm going to ECP to hang there at nite wif mwa uncle and yana together wif her siblings.Or either i'm going to malaysia to eat there.So i'm booked.But also on tat day i want to go to youth park...Erm..i tink bout tat...I finally realize tat writing a blogspot is like toking to urself and i find tat weird coz when u r toking to urself,tat mean u are crazy..Oh gawd..wat the effing matter wif me...toking like a dumb blonde.Cut the craps.Okies peace out~!

2004-08-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

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Para onde vai um coração selvagem?Segue buscando a liberdadeem cada palmo desse chãoleva consigo na viagemum sentimento, uma vontadee a força bruta da paixão.Segue o seu caminhopor chuvas, temporaispor grutas e cristaisvento frio, vendavaishoje o mundo amanheceu selvagempreso por um fiona força de um tufão .

Wasup ppl??I'm speaking it-none-of-ur-business language..Shur up if u dun noe wat it mean...translate urself

By the way here wat i want to say to u....

Hora, abunai yo boku ni ima fureta nara kireru kara kimi wa mada boku yori mo tsuyoku nai wakaru yo ne. Aoi honoo ga ima koori no naka de shizuka ni moete iru yo hohoemi wo ukabeta shounen ga hitori tooku ni mieru. Boku wa naze waratte 'ru no? wakaranai nakushita yo.Aoi honoo ga ima koori no naka de shizuka ni moete iru yo tatta hitotsu kiri no kotae wo boku wa shitte iru kara . Ki wo tsukete~Kimi wa yowai kara ne mou sugu boku ga keshite ageru yo KITTO!!!Baka-dayo~

What shiet i'm toking bout?Maybe u juz dun pay attention on wat shiet u have been reading..Need TRANSLATION???Kiss mwa arse and beg for me first...Wkakaka~Eh-hem excuse my language...

"The weak shall perish and the strong shall survived"

2004-08-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Wasup lamers??!!Come on make some noise for ME!!!Hehe...Juz playin'.Yesterday me,nazurah and sakinah went to boat quay again.Pump it up man~When we want to go to the bungy singapore,we pass hendrix.Then got thiz three guys sitting there..When they saw us, they noe tat we r from boon lay...Then i was like how do u noe..Then got tiz one guy said tat he from boon lay..i said really?Then when we proceed to our walking,tat guy said "sent regrads to mr raja"I was convinced...I was like do u really noe him?Tat a surprised...Then we went to clark quay(???)And sumting happened there that was realli stoopid.Then we went to the bungy thing and saw tiz two guy riding the thing...The guys still can laugh when riding the bungy thing...-_-'' If me i would alreadi be screaming on top of mwa lungs...Then we go coffee bean buy drinks and get french fries for munch then we go to sit near the river..It was kinda cooling stting near the river watching boats pass by...We started telling ghost story and stuff even though it is the 7th month...Ahakz.Then I scared off naz by shocking her with da word "PULANGKAN!'Whahaha~it was so funny tat she started throwing fries the sakinah...Then we continued telling stories...discussing thing and stuff..When it get kinda late, we all go home...THE END~Hehe.Argh~I want R back!!!I find him irresitible.Sumting tat i would like to nibble on..Whaha wat da hell i am blaberring bout.I want mwa boo back..:p Well its fate..I thought tat tiz sunday i can chillz out at ECP..back becoz of the hungry ghost thing i cant go to the beach and swim..Well they said tat if u swim during tat month a hand will pull u down and u will drowned..Not being paranoid or sumthing but tat kinda sound creepy and i'm not taking the risk..Might as well hang around at town..Or best at bedok..hehe~Peace out and sayonara

2004-08-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

boat quay at night

2004-08-25T15:08:00.001+08:00

nazurah & me

2004-08-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

The BUNGY SINGAPORE!!

2004-08-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

nice posse...ahakz

2004-08-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

I've face at lot of act of selfishness...All i can give is tolerant.I just shook my head seeing ppl act to their own selfishness.Aniwae juz now went to nurul's crib to hang out.Over there,hafiz and farid were breakdancing???haha...i oso join them..hehe.Sooo...hurting.I kept falling on mwa back.Ouch.Aniwae i'm begining to start mwa dance routine!!!WHahaha~I suddenly have da urge to do a dance.You noe wat inspired me to dance??Yesterday out of boredom i watch You Got Served.Is bout street dancing...Tat where i got the inspiration...Ahakz~The onli problem is i dun really noe how to do a dance.I noe how o dance but is onli tat mwa dance need to be a little bit more energatic...I DO really need help.Juz now i was in a total trance state as if i was possesed.As if sumthing taking over mwa mental being..eee~I got no expression.Im sure it is not a mood swing.Weelll....let us not think bout tat..I still got one unanswered question in my mind.Is bout a dream.Last time i got tiz dream.'A' and me are very close friend.One day 'A' and A's family including me were going out together at nite for a walk.As 'A' and me were crossing this drain, 'A' suddenly gone from my sight.I got tiz feelings of deja vu and began to feel real scared.I call out for A's dad who was ahead of me to help 'A' who was missing.He suddenly found 'A' under the drain brutally murdered.It was really a gruesome sight.Me and A's dad immediately cry.Imagine how you feel when u lost someone who u love.He and his family blamed me for A's death.I swear i was innocent in mwa dream.When I was about to find the real murderer i wake up.Can anione tell me what mwa dream means???

2004-08-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

I've done a mistake.Not that big as other mistake i've made.But i concern bout this cause it it concerning ppl's feeling.To da ppl that i'm mentioning now(u whu i'm toking about)plz ask ur bro to shut da hell up.Eh boy i really dun noe him okay.Oi..U urself tell her to her face tat u dun like her and u are tired off seeing her face.U urself tell her to fuck off.And now u blaming me for all this?Oi plz lah..Dun make her sad again.Man let me tell this straight,if u realli like her then do sumtin bout it.And bout tat guy...it all a joke...a sick one...and if ur bro ever carik pasal wif me again...tat it...i will really beat him up.I dun CARE how he is older than me.How he is bigger than me.I juz playing a fair game..Bout that time i told ya to meet us at the place to settle this....U dun even have the guts to go..And u calling me a COWARD??!!Eh lu jgn nak ckp konek ah.I realli dun like to do this.Plz I DUN WANT to got into a fight again.It realli not worth it.Man I dun EVEN KNOW YOU!!!We juz tok to each other now u are fighting wif me.Okay...I'm soooo sorry okay..plz dun get her involved.Mark mwa word,if anything happened to her i'm gonna put u to blame.Let us juz settle it...

2004-08-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Seharum bunga yang menggoda
Sekadar di pandang usah di puja
Kau pasti tak percaya
Kasihku bukan untukmu sayang

Tiada kusangka kau sungguh kejam
Kau rampas segalanya yang kau dendam
Namun takkan bahgia kehidupanmu
Bila bunyi bersatu
Kau milikku

Pulangkan cinta hatiku
Oh hentikanlah menghantuiku
Oh pulangkan oh pulangkanlah padaku
Kupulangkan resah hidupmu
Yang dikau musnah tanpa relaku
Bebaskanlah maafkan daku oh kasih

Tiada termaaf yang di sini
Kau ragu degupan hatiku ini
Akan ku jejakimu ke mana jua
Hingga akhir masa sayang

Sure u can guess....

2004-08-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Crunk up all da mothafookers out there!!!I'm born to SWEAR!!Haha...No lah.Juz went to watch CATWOMEN with Khalisah and Narumi....Kinda cool lah the show.Meow...Lufvee the whip...rrr....The leather costume is FabOo....Ahakz.I got two words to define today.One a cat and a rat...A copycat and tattletales....Sick of those two fo shizzie...Both of them are making my life lyke shiet.One more news, our group ae collabro are going DoWn....Haiz.Wat to do...buzi ah...Me wanna go hiphopfest or not?Want to quit band or not?Want to smack some biatch or not?Ahakz...when overboard...Seriously i got sooo many problem now...ARGH!!!I need mwa boo back!!I'm bUrN!!!Hehe.Feel lyke going t town tomolo but totally broke...Ppl u all muz go dutch if u are going to town tomolo...wif me tat it...Need to shoo now...Buhbye...

2004-08-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

You took your love away, too fast
Love, no chance to say look back
And now I know the truth,
It make, its easier
Maybe when time goes by,
I'll understand

Let's pretend, that I've moved on
And I tell myself,
That life goes on, without you.
Open my eyes,
Look deep inside.
I run away

You threw it all away
So blind
You pushed me far from you,
In your life.
Now I know the tears,
Won't lead to loneliness
Maybe when time goes by,
I'll understand

2004-08-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Juz wake up from mwa sleep...damn i tink i gonna be sick.Guess wat?I inhale a thinner during dnt class...stupid rite?but not quite...i accidentally inhale it..Now got big headache...I wake up from sleep and i walk as if i was drunk..My vision blurry...Haha muz be da side effect..Body malfuction..Ouh man...I feel so drunk even though i not drinking...Juz now i scold mwa momma for no reason...She ask me to bath but i dun wanna and started raving about...Cannot control mwa temper ah..Becareful of my temper,if i becum VERI mad i will start beating up the ppl and start screaming at them.I still remember last tyme my kuzzin make me angry and i start beating her up....Luckily and abang sedare was there to stop us..Then i start crying..Ahakz.And last time i beat up mwa sister with a wooden comb and sclod her 'buto'.Mwa momma heard me and she scold me like hell...Haiz..Violence rite?Tat why i always SMILE.Try mwa best to be happy.But tiz also influence by one of mwa kuzzin.I kinda grow up wif her and she taught me all the 'stuff' tat a kid shouldnt know..She y'know, ur normal typical popular mean girl at skool.A playa...You noe how they behave...But now she matured out of it already.Thnx god. But seriously lah mwa momma is realli pissing me off.Feel so dizzy...Mwa WHOLE feels veri heavy...Want to sleep again but wanna watch SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!hEy NoW Ur A RoCk StaR!!!So peace outz!!!Buhbye...Now u noe....AMIRAH! And oh yeah...2004 OLYMPIC IS HERRE!!hehe

2004-08-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Good Morn!!!Evrbody quit yawning!Haha~Yesterday was National Day~Our performance was fantastic!Well we did our best...it was fun...After the performance we wait at the indoor stadium for the finale...we get a lot of foods and stuff well rest for awhile then put on our cape then proceed to da stadium again...We did our finale and have our aftermath i mean afterparty.Man i lufvee the lights,the music,the dancer,the singer...It was party after all.And sorry Naz tat i pass tat paper to Ovetto without u witnessing it..Ahakz...It was fun.We were throwing water to the Ais.Then when da party finally over we back to the indoor stadium and pack up to go home...Then tat stopid git make us go last coz our place is not clean...Sheesh...Then some of us are sucking lollipop and becoz of tat we had to clean the indoor stadium.Fooked up biatch.Haiz.We get wat we deserved...Well it was 'fun' throwing the rubbish to the garbage....Then we finally can take the bus to go home.Then when reach skool, me and eve ask around for Ais nomber..for da party...got bout 8 altogether.Then Narumi mom give me a ride home.Thanx her go home and zonked off!I got one hell of a day....Man i going to miss the all ndp practices,the ais and well....Mr Cheong...Well good news~Yana going to slumber at mwa house for the whole WEEK OF SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY!!!Yipee!!We girls are up to no good...Hehe..Damn tot of going to Bedok tiz SAT to see Haz...My godbro are also going to town tiz sat wif his geng...and he ajak me to go too.And Yana want to me to came to her crib and she want to show sumthing important tiz sat oso..But the prob is i got bAnD iNvEsTiTUrE...aND da theme is 70s 80s..Shur up man...I aint gonna buy clothes juz for tat.Dilemma again...Okies gtg...Peace out...

"I'll be your groupie baby.Cuz you are my superstar.I'm your number one fan, give me your autograph.Sign it right here on my heart"

2004-08-08T09:27:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

On Friday

Wasup fools???Haha...Early friday mornin' me,beata,leonard,jacky all went to skool together coz they all sleep over mwa house to finish some project...we celebrate National Day at skool....Whole skool in red...wah sey...The whole sec 4 and some of the 3s were soooo....umm....sporty and creative?They were all great!So cool sey they all...Our class so like wah liao...Sorry to say this but our form teacher is juz plain boring dun noe how to organize....not like last time when azlina in charge our class.Well the most eye-catching thing in this event is the MR MERLION....Haha...Giler rabak sey....Nak naik gelak aku tgk gelagat diorg.His face was all white...like pure white chalk.And he was wearing mop over his head...They are also other two mascot.A clown and and..erm..red phantom man?dunno lah watever...So cute sey they all.Well da day at skool was cool...Well quite kool lah da ppl at mwa skool.After skool end...me,beata,nazurah,sakinah all gi holland village to look for the party stuff....kinda lost over there.First we stop at the wrong busstop...then got to walk three busstop from there...Then finally reach at cold storage..Get some refreshment.Over there dunno where the hell is holland village so we ask RO...He say that the place is the place where we stop at the first place...wah liao.buat penat jer jln.Then we take the bus over there and finally found the place.Thnx god.Over there spent lke about 1 1/2 hours deciding on wat to buy...Then went to starbuck for a munch...Meet some gay mofoz disturb us juz becoz we wear a singapore tshirt..Takder kerjer tul.Then when we want to go out of the shop they sing some stupid singapore national day song..lamers...I juz walk pass them and when reach at the door i told them to shut up...They kinda shadup....Peace at last.Then we take 520 bus to go home...I quite enjoy the trip at da bus...So kelakar...At home quickly clean up mess we made last nite b4 mwa dad and momma goes home..Then i play GUNBOUND coz i'm soooo bored...Neva play tat game for such a long tyme...Kinda addictive...AnIwAe tomolo is NDP!!!!Mwa last tyme performing....:( Can't hArDly wait for tomolo!Ahakz...Three cheers for Mr Chew for letting us stay for da AFTERPARTY!!!YiPeE!hahA...It gonna be lotsa fun.Toking bout party....The Holla Halloween Party is still on...Many ppl going but aso many ppl consider....Scared are the AIs cannot go...coz at camp anitin can happen....hAiZ....Those ppl whu wanna go sms me at 98927427 and dun forget to invite ur frends...but u gotta pay 3 bucks for the tixs!The party is on 21st August..Make a date for tat ppl plz!Hehe....I'm sure it gonna be lotsa fun lyke last time the party over farhan crib...OkIES...WA mAU CiaO ah...got anytin juz holla at me...Buhbye...

About yesterday...

So FrEaKin TiRed~Cannot wake up sey..Sleep till 3 and wake up with a headache.hEAd sPiNNing~Then got slight fever which onli lasted for 1/2 hour...Then go to computer play GUNBOUND~Play bout couple of times.Well actually play till evening...veri late..Went to dil's place for a while...His house is sooo damn near, dun bother to change clothes.ReLeX kaNgkanG kat sane~Then i try sing the song take my breath away by jessica simpson..cant sing the last chorus..sang the answer and do da opening for' let get it started'.Lucky can hold...How you like u like it daddy...AhaKz~So damn feaking bOrInG fUN...Went home continue play gunbound till beata call me to collect her things...That time my eyes and face alreadi stoned for facing the pc for too long...HahA~iF this goes on I think i gonna die of boredom..Oh ya mwa sister is sick...Fever and cough...Sickening cough...She said tat she accidentaly inhale a huge amount of humus of the cat litter when she was clearing da shit away..Stupid sia~I think i'm gonna be sick again.Caught her virus.NOOOO!Dun wanna miss tomolo NDP last performance. OKay now reali wanna cIaoZ...Nak main gunbound ah.AhakZ~Mcm BdK kECIK...Buhbye FooKeRS!!!

2004-08-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

lost at sussex lane....

2004-08-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

Marque gerls at a party shop

2004-08-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

can see me???

2004-08-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

Mosiac

2004-08-02T16:51:00.000+08:00

2004-08-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

2004 The Holla Halloween Party for BLSS

Venue:Email me at slackerzlife@hotmail.com for address or if you have any enquires
Date:21 August 2004
Time:6.00pm-10.00pm(Door open at 5.30pm)
Dress Code: anything creative...NO CASUAL CLOTHES!!!!
Special guest appearence:The NDP AIs

2004-07-27T20:02:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Well from now onwards I'm going to concentrate on writing what happened at skool...till NDP over...Well in case u want to noe y i'm into hiphop here mwa story...Well i kinda started listening to rap songs when i was 11 years old..I wasnt crazy bout it tat time but I like to rap with the song...The first song is i tink Eminem's song.But i dunno wat rubbish i rap...Then i put hiphop aside and was crazy bout Jpop and linkin park...Yeah i noe lamers...Lolz...i tink for bout one and a half years i kept singing Jpop or Jrock songs...Until i memorize some of the song till now.Luv them man~Then now when i become close to evelina..The hiphop thing arised to me.We share the same interest aniwae...We become inspired by it..well also inspired by some of our local hiphop group..So now i'm totally into it.Well tat mwa story.Well last saturday i went to meet yana at bedok...We had a hell of the time.We had this bonding thing u noe...Lolx.I'm closer to her than mwa sister...Mwa sister dunno how to comunicate wif me y'know..We live in our own zone.But what to do, she is mwa sister.i sumtimes wish tat i want to be in sumone else family...Haiz~Ok i'm supposed to talk bout skool so here it goes...Juz now got back mwa math paper...Fail...badly...Didn't do the stupid graph which contains 12 marks!The Mdm Wong complain at me coz i'm didn't as what she expected.She can't blame me i was lyke half asleep when i did that test and i got not enuff tyme!Well it partly my fault too...I'm in the verge of crying now...Haha nvm~At least i finally pass mwa science test and i'm one of the HIGHEST!Haha so proud and vain of mwaself...Juz kiddin.I am happy bout it though.Well i promised i'll do better in math in end year exams.I PROMISED AND I WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN!Lolz...Siao already...Well geography is da best lesson today..We kinda play, what we call that...Bingo.It was a tremendous fun.Our geography teacher is the happy-go-lucky type of guy...So every lesson is worth it listening to him.His is new so he haven't got to mwa nerve yet.I hope his doesnt.Nth interesting happened today .Mwa mood today is sleepy.Begining of the lesson alreadi i was asleep.Luckily it was Mr Loh lesson so he kinda dont bother bout it..He's cool.The rest was nightmare.MT test was a total flunk!The question is so hard than usual.Shiet~No mood to joke around today.So pissed off by that byatch.Fuagh her..Haha.Got stupid band sectional practice.Fuagh tat too.Lolz.Seriously got nthing happened except i got mwa answer to mwa unanwser question at last from Nazurah.Sorry sey i force u and nearly blackmail u.Whahaha~I was juz curious y'know.Haha but can't hardly wait for NDP...Can perform and scream at the finale again.Shoik sey~Dpt enjoy.Okies wanna sign outz...Buhbye

2004-07-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

Paris Hilton and Wade Robson

Mwa most favourite celebrities!Wade Robson is sooo cute!Whahaha~And Paris Hilton is the most gorgeous girl i've ever seen...I admire both of them work.They are mwa celeb of the year!

hevn dissin' bout...

Today i skip ndp....Back pain ah...Becoz of da headstand i do yesterday.I fall on mwa back and also becoz of yesterday late nite partying...Wake up late in da morning...I wonder what are they doing now...Haiz....I think Ndp preview show is next Sat~Dun wanna miss.But i kinda glad i miss today coz i am really no mood and lazy to go..Think like going to town juz now...Okie now got nth to write...Buhbuy....

2004-07-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

WHAHAHA~i'm at mwa frend's crib now...partying man!Those who wanna come...plz find the white colour block(issit?)near Zenghua Secondary School...HAHA.Juz kiddin!Convience sey mwa frend got computer.Juz now i ask mwa father to bring me here as he was going to his driving lesson(he still duno how to drive)~HeHe...Lazy ah to take the Mrt.Then some more still got to take the LRT.Leceh siol~Haha.He don't even know wat i'm doing here..HAHA me naughty girl...I just tell him tat i want to visit mwa frends to help her with sumthing...heehee...No lah...Later after his driving lesson he is going to take me back.ALAMAK!Better sober up quickly!Whahaha...I'm not drinking or anithing larhz...Restrict mwaself..So tempting sia seeing all da drinks....Juz playin with ya!Now song currently playing HOt Boyz by Missy Elliot...Sia all the boys here are HOT sey!Hahaha...dunno wat happened to me.Muz be the atmosshpere....Ppl are sitting,walking,boggeing,drinking,laughing....hmm let me see...talking???haha...WAIT aRh~Mwa frend disturbbung me...Get rid first....Who get insecticide?I want to spray the nuisance pest...Whahaha~No offence k SAF~wan...Haha.Oh ya!I saw mwa godbrother....he and his gerl.Cute couple sey they two.Lolz...Fazrina u cantik giler ah...Klau dier baca mesti kembang...WHAHA~We are now trying to make as little nosie as possible.Dun want the neighbour to complain or WORSE any police to come.We are rioting here...haha.Dangerous.Actually tiz is just a gathering...which lead to partying now...*Cough*cough....alert someone is smoking...Pass me the ciggerate QUICK!Lolz...Actually i hate the smell and smoke of the cigaratte...I juz hate it.What to do...I cannot stop them...If onli could... Hehe.I'm feeling crazy now...Noisy sey...Noise pollution...Feel like dancing.Nvm...complte tiz first..I tot i come here i can relax...but cannot sey.Still worrying bout my math test coz i didnt do the graph...Which mean.....I get ZERO!!!Aaarrggh no time lah...Spent too much time on other thing....haiz....LALALLALA...Currently song playing hoobastank, the reason.Nice sia the song...So meanningful.Got buffet here...but no PIZZA!haiz...dun feel lyke eating..Juz ate long john silver juz now...I wish here got more ppl~Squeze more...Hehe.Cannot ah...House not big..Onli got twenty(i tink)now...Not many rite?Maybe some crazy neighbours would like to join us?WHAHAHA~We will get TIPSY together.Oh ya yesterday mwa family and my cousin are having big conference...Problem ah...Hard to explain..And mwa sister is acting so stuck up!Hate her man...Actually i'm quite dissapointedd coz yana is not here...Haha...Wan so cute~Shah got new hairstlye...Haz probrably flirting...Liza...doing her own thing....Farhana and Izz gossiping(tink so)FairuZ dun where go...Lin is with me....mwa grobro and his gerl is sitting with An...Some ppl are dancing.And there are oso ppl tat i dun even noe...Feel like sticking to da comp screen..Hehe...Okay ah now is mwa turn to fool around...CiaoZ~Peace Outz....A town!Whahaha...ok lah...Biez...

2004-07-21T19:23:00.001+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Yeah!Tiz friday i'm going to mwa frend house to hang around there...actually to party.Well at first the party was suppose to be saturday nite but they change it to friday nite coz they know that on saturday i got NDP pratice till nite....So sweet sey they all...:)i dun noe.It going to be lotsa fun tiz friday nite...All mwa frends is going to be there including mwa GODBRADA!Lolz...Well he is not mwa onli one...Can't hardly wait~But sedih sey takdpt gi Bounce at Chinablack on tuesday...Underage liao~:P Bullshit ah.... i'm going to miss all the fun...In times like tiz i wish i was older, so i can do anything i want...Aniwae at mwa skool juz now was Racial Harmony day...We go to dress up...I wear india costume~punjabi suit.But the day was kinda boring coz got lesson as per normal...DnT was bad...Tat Sim first scold as for being late and didnt buy file...Then he complain tat it is our fault tat he cannot finish his lesson.Dun blame on us, blame the racial harmony day concert...Then he wan tto make up his lesson on friday after skool...Kanina ah...I want to go town sey after skool on friday...Siak tul skrg kan dah kene cancel.Haiz...But if I didnt go for the make up lesson, 100% sure i will fail his test which is next week....Leave me wif no other choice but to go....Aniwae tadi izal holla kat aku...Tok nonsense....malas nak layan ah.He is also going to be at the party...Jage dier~Gtg now...See all da homiez at farhan crib..Peace Outz~

2004-07-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

War Dawg Cartel

I got to tell you tat WDC is the best hiphop group ever!A good well done job for them!War Dawg Cartel you never stop.... Also to Dafam....u guys rox!

2004-07-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Yesterday me and beata went town...Actually our intention to go there is to study...So we meet up at boon lay mrt at 3.15 .We go straight to the orchard mcCafe to study...Kat sana kite mamam sikit....We order strawberry yoghurt cake,oreo romeo cheesecake and fluffy~Hhaha...YuMmY.....After we are sick of the place we go jln2 around the area and ended up going to Heerens...Beata told me sumting bout wat happened last time which is totally cruel...which i cannot tell you....We walk around, look at things but neva buy coz pokai...Sobs...sobs..there is so many things i want to buy...After we went home coz dah tired.The whole journey was quiet...Sial ah dah lame tak jumpe ngan kwn2 yang lame aku....Whaha...busy ah....Takder time.Nvm...Tadi me mase nak balik dari skolah...I was climbing up the bridge...Then i saw tiz boy going to my way...We pass each other ah...I kept staring at him at my back ah.Then I didnt realize tat there is a big sign board in front of me....Then BANG...Ouch!There the person in front of me were like are u okay?Aku mcm nak naik gelak sey hit the sign board at my own silliness...I learn mwa lesson.Neva stare at boys when u are walking...Hahaha~Ok i want to rest and STUDY!!!Tomolo i got history and english paper!Okie CIAO!!!

2004-07-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

walk da dogz...

2004-07-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

Somerset

2004-07-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

The food was nice....

2004-07-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

The ashtray....

2004-07-19T17:01:00.000+08:00

Beata and me at orchard McCafe

2004-07-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Yesterday was so tiriinggg~it was the NDP NE show...We leave da at bout 12.30?First we went to da indoor stadium to wait...Guess how long we must wait?Lke bout 4 hours!At there me,evelina,yuhan all change our costume.We didnt realize tat later we are da one tat change first but nvm coz later the toilet will be full....Then we eat lunch....KFC....After tat we haf to wait, but without knowing we have to put on makeup!I was so pissed off...The makeup artist make up us like some kind off...i dun noe...dolls??!!At first i saw the sec 1 girls and some sec 2s which had already makeup...they look like they are going to star in a chinese opera which really turned me off~~~ so thick man da make up.After i my face was paintedI quickly ran to the toilet to lighten the makeup....After the whole student is ready we proceed to the stadium...Our show went real smooth....After tat we went back to the indoor stadium to rest and eat our dinner...which is pizza hut....That really fills me up.Then at last the finale!...It was fun man!Veri freaking fun....I was shouting the whole time wif priya....After the finale was over there is sort off a after party....Ppl were jamming,boggie-ing,dancing....I was like shouting and singing the whole time~Shiok man!Then Nazurah told me tat Ibrahim were dancing wif the girls from deyi sec....YUCKs!He is practically flirting....I was like oh my gosh!But i dun care..he is always like tat.After the show is sort off over we proceed back to the indoor stadium...I was half asleep there....But then we have to wait like till 1 sumting till we get to the bus to go home.By then I was realli pissed off.I was so tired and they still can tell us to wait.Wat the fuck is tiz man. i had lay down on the floor to rest.Then bout 1.05 we can go alreadi....But still got to wait~F man...We have to go through like bout 4 checkpoint till we get on the bus...I was lying down on the seat of da bus to reat coz i cant realli sleep.Finally reach skool but kena tahan by Mdm Pearly Lee coz i was going home alone and she told me tat it was very dangerous.I told her i can manage by myself but she still insist.I somehow escape,got home and zonk off!

2004-07-11T11:54:00.000+08:00

The AIs'

These are the AIs.Still got more AIs.They are the one that coach us with the NDP...Mwa AI is da one who is wearing the tshirt with the word 'repeat offender' on.He like Sarah Michelle Geller and cars.He is okay arh but the boys say that he like to flirt with our class chinese girls.Which is so obviously truth...But I had to say tat the cutest AI is Mr Tan,the 'coparal'.He is so far the best looking one.But NDP is not bout cute AIs and all tat.But is about putting up a good show,enjoy it and get over it...Make Singapore proud!

2004-07-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Sia~~back from NDP pratice!!!!Byk org kat saner sey...And ade byk org yg terase jugak kat saner including me...But actually not ah...pasal went at first dah habis first show kiter org go back to indoor stadium but b4 tat ade thing terjadi...but not a big deal coz it happened everytime.It happened to me and some civil defence guys(kepala batu) and to everybody who is unlucky or they juz want to mengatal...But tiz time i react to their reaction and smile...almost laughing...I dont want them to tink tat i am terase...which i'm not...it was too funny i cant stop mwaself from smiling...Bad idea...And then when the second time round when we want to go to the stadium again we have to put on our cape(blue one).Then again some civil defence guys say tat we look like hantu bungkus...Then i give them the look....Chilake sey...Then i tell huda bout it and we started laughing and we call them kepala batu coz they wearing a helmet...Mcm nak lempar batu jer kat diorg...And as per normal Roohee said tat one of the civil defence guy stare at her and said tat he was interested at her.Then Sarah was like excited and all but Rusydi was strangely in a bad mood becoz when he usually with them he will go veri noisy.Frankly it not mwa problem and i dun give a damn...The 1/8 guys do all da crazy-funny stuff...Make me laugh like hell...I do mwa own thing...But kinda tiring ulang-alik gi stadium...And then it is either Nazurah or Huda told me tat Sarah and Roohee has the hots for Mr Ang(da one look like girl)But surprised to see Trivalation with Dharni and Jared...Rehearshing...best sey diorg...dpt perform kat stage...But didnt see rendy there or jiggy...onli PD......Me and Sakinah were shouting at da finale...After tat we went home...At da bus beata had trouble changing her costume back to uniform...I got to teach jacky how to change his costume to uniform back...more like pe shirt...Then eve got a idea and ask them to take thier cape to cover themselves...Kelakar sey~Tiring...Okies~nak tidor...Penat arh...BIez~

2004-07-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

This is some comment to the teacherz tat teach me.I really got to spit tiz out yaw...No offence ok?

Mdm Yuana
Mdm Yuana is mwa form teacher.Entah mcm maner dier bleh form teacher aku pon tak tahu...She is quite boring ah.She quite blur when come to controlling class.Not like when Ms Azlina control our class.She dunnoe how to take care of the class.She also teach us MT.I yearn for her lessson to end.Ngantok sey dgr dier ajar...I wish we got other teacher...

Mr Loh
He teaches us English.He always like to buat lawak.Some of us say that he like to flirt even though he is married.Eh-hem he got a mistress at our skool...LOL..dunnoe it truth or not..But seriously to me he lyke to flirt..ALOT...tat is wat me and evelina tink also..Speaking of her...some of our classmate say tat evelina like mr loh...hehe...aniwae he is a okay teacher.He really want to be pilot be he got bad eyesight...Too bad...Kesian dier...I ask him why he become a teacher then he reply lain lakz...

Mdm Wong
Our math teacher...Her class u can sleep want.Lyke wat Nazurah say...'she kept asking us why we all sleepy during her lesson....b4 we could answer...she assume that we all sleep late last nite....she did not even realise that her class is sooooo BORING!!!!' in her blogspot...which is truth...But i try to concentrate at her lesson ah...Tak nak fail...She also got veri funny hairstlye...Overall she is okay...At least now i can understand her lesson...

Ms Teh
Our Home Ec teacher.Cikgu ni mcm aku nak maki2 jer.Last time i got caught becoz she said tat mwa skirt is short at class.She said tat my skirt length is like miniskirt padahal tak ah...Butanye cikgu...Korek mate kau baru tau...Then she nak buat me malu depan class lakz by saying tat i want to show my underwear by wearing my skirt short to the boys.Then she juz me told to go on top of the skool and let everyone see my underwear if i want to wear mwa skirt short.Me she comment more stupid thing to the class to embrassed me.APE LU NYE PROBLEM?NAK CARIK PASAL PE?TAK HAPPY EH?EH KAU INGATKAN AKU NI FLASHER PE...NAK FLASH UNDERWEAR AKU SEMBARANG2?!KANINA BU NYE CIKGU BUAT MALU MARUAH ORG JER!LU BUTA PE?CKP SEMBARANG JER SKIRT PENDEK~LU INGAT LU CANTIK SGT PE?Whahahhaha~~~tat cool me down a little bit...tat is wat i want to spit to her for a long tyme~~~

Mdm Gan
Our science teacher...At her class i really dun understang what is is saying or teach...tat y i keep failing mwa science now....

Mr Sim
Teach us DnT...He tok craps...I mean it...ALOT of CRAPS~~~nak buat lawak tapi tak tahu...I gurantee u, u can sumtimes sleep at his class when he teach...Nth bout him...

Ms Mok
Our dearest History teacher...So long werk as teacher alreadi...She is the most okay teacher among all the other teachers...She is so far the best juz becoz she noe how to teach properly and i quite enjoy her lesson...

Mdm Idayu
P.E teacher....Nth to say bout her...but she is not as strict as tat mdm rohimah....

More comment later....

2004-07-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

HiyA~~~Skrg I'm in a dilemma.Tadi me and Nazurah ingatkan nak quit band.So we jumpe Mdm PEarly Lee nak explain ah.Lepas ah ExPlain naper nak quit skali si Lee tu pergi ckp pasal cosequences lakz...Dier kate klau kiter nak quit mesti ade cca lain first.ThEn semue cca point hilang...parent kene gi skolah talk to principal...Lepas tu kene dpt BETA form and BAD conduct....Fuck sey...Nak quit ke tak nak eh?Rase mcm nak QuItsssSS~~~DaH tak leh tahan sey.Haiz...kene pikir btol2.Aniwae tadi gi skolaH LAMBAT GILER~~~HeHE...shiok dpt skip lesson.lagi2 mother tongue lesson...Tadi kat skoleh mcm biase takder ape2 interesting jadi...Chilake sey besok ade mass dance practice kat MANDAI HILL CAMP...malas nak gi...tapi mass dance pon kdang2 GErEK~~~Ok got nth else to sAY...wA Nak Ciaozzz~Biez...Peace Outz.~~~

2004-07-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...
SHIT HAPPENS...Haha so many things had happned and so many gigs i mis bocoz of da stupid NDP!!!!!!NgOK TOL...kLAU tAK aKU dAh LeH kANG kAng Pat Tempat lain...asyik ndp jer.....takper lagi one month jer...

2004-06-18T09:41:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Wah dah lame tak update sey...Tiz whole week gerek!!!dapt jumpe ngan yana...dah lame sey tak jumpe.We had been friend since we were young.On last fridae me,yana,hafiz,farid semue gi johor for three days..nak gi shoppin kat saner.Hehehe...We all tumpang mwa mak long crib.Tidor saner...Next day nye kiter org semue gi jemputan kat saner..Kat saner me and yana mamam sikit...rase weird sey gi jemputan kat malaysia.Org semue stare kat kite org..Ape hal tah...Then after tat we ambik cab and kiter org semue gi shopping kat smart and carrefour.Kat saner hafiz,farid beli jam and kasut baru...Me kat sane li baju and beg...brand kelakar sey..esprada.Yana tak li ape2...Abeh kecian sey me kene blanje diorg minum...Nasib baik tak broke...Lepas tu kiter org beli vcd...tak originalnye...hehehe.Byk sey vcd kite beli.Nanti leh tgk.Lepas tu kiter org pun balek..Ingatkan mlm tu nak tgk vcd yg kiter beli tu kat rumah mak long..but da vcd rosak lak...Haiz...Suay tul...Takpe kat singapore leh tgk..Next dae nye kiter jln2 sekejap kat kedai kat road2 tu and kiter pun balek..Penat sey...

2004-04-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

lalala...

2004-04-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Can't believe I'm begin to stress out now...exams is juz in few weeks!!!YANA WHERE ARE YOU!!!Long tyme we never see each other...I miz ya sooo much!Hope we can see each each other tiz weekend and juz chill out...or rather not coz both of our exam are near. There are soo many ppl i never see for so long like for example mua baby. Why I feel so far away from him...you should haf gone to da hiphop battle wif mua and da gang y'know...it is so much fun there!The whole show was FANTASTIC!Hope ya settle ya problem fast...oh ya and Lela I havent seen ya for such a looong tyme...dunnoe for how many yrs alreadi...So hows life and hows Shafiq?tha last time I saw him he was so cute!Aniwae found ur new boi alreadi?I hope u find da rite one tiz tyme...dun want to repeat da past...there is still many ppl i havent see for such a long tyme...I still remember mua bestfriend at primary skool tyme, Zakiah.Still remember wat we did during primary skool?We used to sabotage ppl at Macdonalds' after skool wif Nafisah...Make fun of ppl lyke Tafsir & Idayu...Haha still remeber tat.Tat was da most GREATEST rumor we ever created...The rumor last for almost half da year!Hey still remember wat we did at da 'caged' street soccer there?Sumthin' got to do wif Khairul rite?Haha and also Tafsir and rAmdan...Dunnoe if they ever figure outz wat we did to them...Hey wanna thnx ya for saving me from tat maniac who attack me.Hate him for doin' tat to me...Haiz...still remember when we audition for da dance competition...and the end year graduation consert.Tat was da greatest performance ever!haha.Miz mua primary skool.Mua primary skool iz kewl...so many things to do there and also advanced.Remember da ez-link system?okay now tat all for now...hope we can see each other again...biez

2004-04-19T18:17:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

Adoi!!!Mak sakit perut nak muntah!!!Hahaha...Oh man juz now at skool I'm damn sick.It all started mua best buddy got flu and feelin' lyke to vomit then wa accompany her to da WC and from there I began sick...Yipee!!!got to skip MD..But boring ah waiting for 4 long hours of nth for da NDP to finish...5.30pm at LAST ppl had been dismissed...LEH BALEK!!!When reach home,onli mua sis iz at home.I try to to call mua baby but he off his hp.haiz...Nvm i juz sms him. Dah lame tak nampak??!!naper dah miang kat pompan lain kappa!ahakz...hey wanna go town on SaT???me try to ajak Dina, Lela and her boi...amacam nak?Aniwae Mid Year Exam iz coming up...I'm not going to flunk any of mua test again!Nah ah.Focus...focus.....Btw...eikis wad about da SSF?More pic coming up...now lazy to scan pic and transfer to da site now...Peace!

2004-04-18T14:34:00.000+08:00

hevn dissin' bout...

I've done nth todae...real bored...eee boringnye...I tot of going to Yana's crib to hang out there today but feelin' lazy and she stay all da way at Bedok there.saper nak hantar aku gi bedok sane?Aarrgggghh!I want my godbrother back but he in NS if not i can ask him to bring me there...chilake tul.Haha..I've ask my dad to bring me there wif his bike but then he said he dun want to...sobs...sobs.Aniwae welcome to my new blogspot.It is not entirely complete yet.More thangs coming up.

2004-04-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hevn dissin' bout...

ToDae...wad a tiring day...first i got to go to NaTioNaL sTaDiUM to watch da SYF band competition.Man the weather iz quite hot at da begining making me sweat like hell but later da wind save me.It actully quite worth it going there.We went home at bout 7.30pm and me and my friend went JP for a while then I went to orchard to meet my other friend there.Penat-penat lagi bleh jln kat town.After tat i went home..tat bout it.Nothin' much really...